i went to a wedding do last night. it was my friend gemmas wedding.
she onlly had family at the wedding so everyone else was invited to the do.....
my anxiety meant that i really really really didnt want to go.
im a crap friend.
anyways, i went, she looked so beautifull. and so happy. im very proud of her
i didnt stay long cos...
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she onlly had family at the wedding so everyone else was invited to the do.....
my anxiety meant that i really really really didnt want to go.
im a crap friend.
anyways, i went, she looked so beautifull. and so happy. im very proud of her
i didnt stay long cos...
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can i just use this blog to just express how unbelievebly happy i am for my good friend lior, and her fantastic husband bitmapbones.
i am just so happyi could burst.
also...another amazing friend of mine little_em is about to embark on something truly magical and rewarding also....
im so happy that the good people in my life are getting a little back...
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i am just so happyi could burst.
also...another amazing friend of mine little_em is about to embark on something truly magical and rewarding also....
im so happy that the good people in my life are getting a little back...
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padre:
Are you serious? How? ha ha
sub_monkey:
Thankies for the good wishes. Dad is recovering and back home now
so i have dropped another couple of pounds
i didnt work out yesterday morning because i was too ill, but i made my self crack on today and did 75 mins instead of my usual 30, so i think i did ok
i can definatly tell that my belly is changing shape. its great to know that my hard work is paying off for once....
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i didnt work out yesterday morning because i was too ill, but i made my self crack on today and did 75 mins instead of my usual 30, so i think i did ok
i can definatly tell that my belly is changing shape. its great to know that my hard work is paying off for once....
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coco:
Right on for the weight loss! 
I'm hanging in there, thanks for the good thoughts. I updated in the Pregnant group.
I'm hanging in there, thanks for the good thoughts. I updated in the Pregnant group.
lior:
Thanks hon
Now all we need is for everything to go according to plan, and I know it will because I won't let it be any other way
Now all we need is for everything to go according to plan, and I know it will because I won't let it be any other way
my first boyfriend( first love n all that jazz) has been a stranger to me since i was about 15.
i treated him so badly, i was a mess...my eating disorder started back then, my self harming, my depression...so i was all over the place, and i took itout on him. i really was a dick.
i would mess with his head, and be really...
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i treated him so badly, i was a mess...my eating disorder started back then, my self harming, my depression...so i was all over the place, and i took itout on him. i really was a dick.
i would mess with his head, and be really...
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lil_em:
Well I have to be realistic and all the time I have Tessie I can't possibly have small children in the house so I'm thinking age 10+ to start with - apparently the older the children are, the less likely they are to get a decent placement so I wouldn't mind changing that!!
Yeah, I've finally realised that there's no time like the present
Please don't mention it on facebook though love, I don't want my fucking mother knowing! Ta
xx
Yeah, I've finally realised that there's no time like the present
Please don't mention it on facebook though love, I don't want my fucking mother knowing! Ta
xx
lior:
They were yum, we ate the lot and I was feeling a bit sick Aaron ate most of them though
Aaron ate most of them though 
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shanedoe:
very good haircut. 
thanks about the pics
thanks about the pics
lior:
If there's something you want in there let me know and I'll make one specially for you
And I'm dropping the prices too - only just realised its all in US dollars, so everything is more expensive than I'd intended
And I'm dropping the prices too - only just realised its all in US dollars, so everything is more expensive than I'd intended
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lil_em:
You're welcome honey
I'm glad it's working so well for us both!
Keep up the good work and let me know how you get on. I haven't done another fitness test in a couple of weeks so I'm thinking I might be due one soon? I'll let you know
Have a lovely evening. I'm working in the cab but sat at home waiting for a job..... meh.
xx
I'm glad it's working so well for us both!
Keep up the good work and let me know how you get on. I haven't done another fitness test in a couple of weeks so I'm thinking I might be due one soon? I'll let you know
Have a lovely evening. I'm working in the cab but sat at home waiting for a job..... meh.
xx
lior:
I think because the recruiters get a bonus for each person who shows up to the interview, so lies = more shows I guess.
nevermind...its sorted now....a lot of faff and stress for nothing, stupid fuckers.
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nikonphoto80:
You know the thing is her being mean to me isnt a big deal I dont guess, she really means nothing to me, what did get to me was the fact that I was dumb enough to send her a message in the first place, I should have just left things alone.
No one seems to think she looks 90, and she seems to cook and clean just as good as she ever did.
Well if you ever do talk to hear about it again you can bring up proof, like this event right here and about how she never comes and sees the baby and stuff like that, some day she will see it for herself.
Thanks, I really do hope I get it to, I keep going back and looking at photos of it, Im going to drive by it this weekend and take a look at it.
No one seems to think she looks 90, and she seems to cook and clean just as good as she ever did.
Well if you ever do talk to hear about it again you can bring up proof, like this event right here and about how she never comes and sees the baby and stuff like that, some day she will see it for herself.
Thanks, I really do hope I get it to, I keep going back and looking at photos of it, Im going to drive by it this weekend and take a look at it.
lior:
Its just a job thing. Aaron applied for a job and was lied to about the hours and pay, only found out this morning before the interview because they sent some forms over for it.
for fucks sake....without even telling us, the job centre have cancelled brians jobseekers allowance untill they evaluate me being put on it.....so that means...yep folks...we have zero income.
benifits my ass....we have fucking worked hard in our lifes so far to and should be able to utilise the benifits system untill brian finds another job.....fuckers dont make it easy at all...they seriously want us homeless...
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benifits my ass....we have fucking worked hard in our lifes so far to and should be able to utilise the benifits system untill brian finds another job.....fuckers dont make it easy at all...they seriously want us homeless...
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lior:
WTF? How can they do that when you've got a baby? Couldn't they just keep giving him the payments and if anything was wrong once they'd assessed you being put on either raised or lowered the amount?
Fuckers!
Fuckers!
well i went, and they were amazing as always, and i guess i felt better in the end......apart from my mum.
she knows that me and brian are super super low on cash, i mean neither of us have a job, and my maternity allowance has just rant out, so we are living off 60 a week jobseekers allowance, untill i get put on brians...
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she knows that me and brian are super super low on cash, i mean neither of us have a job, and my maternity allowance has just rant out, so we are living off 60 a week jobseekers allowance, untill i get put on brians...
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_crystal_:
Oh yeah I ripped it out no way I was leaving it on my face hahaha
That sucks about being broke, I feel your pain, I was unemployed for about a year after leaving school, it's hard to live off a jobseeker allowance. I hope it all works out for you
That sucks about being broke, I feel your pain, I was unemployed for about a year after leaving school, it's hard to live off a jobseeker allowance. I hope it all works out for you
nikonphoto80:
that is so fucking rude, have you ever had a talk with your sister about it? maybe she could have a word with her.
Im so proud of you.
Im so proud of you.
im going to go see counting crows tonight.....im so not in the mood though, ive got aheadache, and my throat hurts....and i just cant be arsed.
ive been in a shit mood lately
ive been in a shit mood lately
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nikonphoto80:
i hope you feel better by tonight, i would love to see the counting crows.
daisie:
Aww feel better soon my lovely!! Am so jealous, I loves Counting Crows
Not long now until November, I'm going to start a count down as soon as I know what date we're leaving