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todays blog is a simple messege.

too many people are going through shitty times, having bad relationships, trouble with their family, health problems, or just feeling shit.

amongst all this, quite often, we blame ourselves.....or look too closely at our faults. but everyone has faults and flaws.

this song is my messege.



lyrics are :

Don't you dig this life
They call the meek
You...
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nikonphoto80:
I hope things get better for everyone very soon, I think it is politicks that are getting people down, it is the man trying to keep us down, I guess we all just need to stick together.

That is a pretty good song.

tattoo_kitten:
How are you? Has Lewis made an appearance yet?
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EDITED TO ADD SCAN PIC AND COOKIES PIC

great news!!!!!!

fluid level is totally normal smile

his weight is well within the lines of what he should be, so hes not an elephant!! smile

and he is still head down!! smile

everything on the whole is great, im so relieved. and we got a great scan picture of his face.

i did make a video but ill put...
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lior:
I don't know, I used to have a pic of it in my pics folders, but I deleted them all ages ago - thanks to an asshole cousin of mine who found me on here and reported everything he read back to my mother mad

Those cookies look good, I want cookies tongue
autumnovertures:
Oh my god, look at his cute little face.
His little button nose.
HE'S SUCH A DOLL!
And that's just an ultrasound.
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me thinks louis is head down.....keep your fingers crossed he will stay head down guys!! i dont need one more thing to add onto all the other things that make it possible that ill have to have a c section.

i got the all important scan tommorow, that will tell me if the fliud situaiton is any better, and how big he is now. it...
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gwenness:
good luck with everything!
ferkixlll:
Well like everyone else I also hope that you don't need a C-section.
There is still plenty of time for him to get his head right.
But don't be afraid if that is how Louis comes into your life.
After all of the Natural Childbirth stuff my daughters mother and I did,
she was too big for the pelvic opening. When we learned that, it was
a disappointment but we had a planned C-sec instead of an
emergency one after failed labor. It was easier on both of them.
The plus will be that you'll still be tight.
Best wishes.
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lior:
Let me know how the scan goes smile
anaxarete:
i've been off SG for awhile but was poking around today and was happily surprised to see you got pregnant again. i mustve been gone awhile.
congratulations
i wish you the best
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thankyou to all the utterely lovely comments you all left in my last blog.....you are all so kind!

ive been nesting so much its insane!!!!! i cant stop but im trying to keep it to a minimum, or just instruct brian on what i want doing lol.....but i want to do it myself!!! smile

ill go back to being a lazy sod once he is born...
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nikonphoto80:
but that is what a husband is for, you tell him what you want done around the house and then he does it.

that is pretty cute.

lil_em:
I would be the same as you love, and if I'm ever lucky enough again, I will be sure to enjoy and love every single minute, uncomfortable and painful or not!

I just don't understand how anyone would complain when they've been so blessed confused

xx
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ok so my first lot of cookies were rubbish!!!!!

i have no idea how i messed them up but i did, they were meant to be oat and raisin cookies but they tasted like shit and went in the bin. thats how bad they were.

so i made some different ones. choc chip ones, but of course without any sugar and i put some oats...
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zaan123:
you are going to be a great mom.

and you'll be soo happy!!!

ohh cookies (i crave them)

i'm glad that things worked out as well, I needed that.

so good timing because im starting school tomorrow.

my schedule sucks but at least I will be out of my house for a lot of hours!!!

have a great day tomorrow darling!
nikonphoto80:
it has almost made me cry a time or two, I could watch that video over and over again.

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congrats to my gwennie!!!!!!!

she finally had her little bundle of joy yesterday, a little boy 8.5lbs, and yet again picked a very unique name,
zuma nesta rock, and he is alittle boy so kingston gets a little brother!!!! first name means peace, and i believe its arabic, and nesta is bob marley's second name whom both gwen and gavin love dearly. rock...well i guess...
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nikonphoto80:
I'm glad she had a healthy baby, I'm sure she is a great mom.

good luck, i wish i could eat one with you.
darqkloud:
I miss No Doubt.

Hmmm, cookies! smile
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i totally passed out the otherday, it was awfull, and really undignified too haha, brian was doing a belly cast of my bump so i was naked so he could get all of it without ruining my clothes......and i just totally flaked!!!!

it took me a while to recover but me and baby are fine now, its just something that happens in late pregnancy, you...
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lior:
Ive resisted the itch tongue
dangerman:
wdell I havent left yet, not sure if that is the same thing!! lol

plus I am on deployment right now as well, so it will be sporadic..


ARRR!!!
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i have my hospital bag pretty much sorted and packed. i had to do it early cos theres a big chance i could go into early labour, or that i will be induced early anyways.

so we sorted what clothes we were gonna take for louis, and his coming home outfit.

we decided on 3 babygrows, and 4 little vests for underneath, cute little white...
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gwenness:
naw naw naw, i wasn't a cop, i meant that i was fucking one. :x
you're going to be a mommy so soon! smile
del:
fingers crossed everything goes well.

thanks, i'm going to try and make it work long distance. i have to.
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so i went to the hospital yesterday, for a scan again to check the growth and it turns out they had cancelled it without letting me know. so i went down the see the hospital antenatal doctor, and she checked blood pressure etc.....also measuring my uterus. you are supposed to measure in cm the amount of weeks you are.

so at 31 weeks i measured...
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thedevinemissn:
Babes go on a site call Meditainment it has free guided meditations and I think it will really help with your stress.
snarky:
Guess who will be coming to the UK in a month?!


me, me MEEEEEEEEE!!!