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so....another year has passed. its been a hard one...but louis is the best kind of reward.
i honestly feel so many more years older than just 26. i dunno if thats a good thing or a bad thing.
brian is taking louis down to swindon for a couple of days to see his grandma and grandad. i cant go because im having serious back trouble...
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i honestly feel so many more years older than just 26. i dunno if thats a good thing or a bad thing.
brian is taking louis down to swindon for a couple of days to see his grandma and grandad. i cant go because im having serious back trouble...
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ferretbite:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU!!
lil_em:
Your Christmas card made me cry. It's perfect and I love it, thank you sweetheart xx
so louis did really well with his jabs bless him, he made me so proud....he only cried a little bit, and he hasnt been ill afterwards either....no fussiness or fever.
hes growing so much...and putting on so much weight. hes now exactly a stone in weight, so 14 lbs. and hes getting cuter everyday.
hes nearly 3 months and i just cant believe how fast...
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hes growing so much...and putting on so much weight. hes now exactly a stone in weight, so 14 lbs. and hes getting cuter everyday.
hes nearly 3 months and i just cant believe how fast...
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expo:
awwwwwwwwww baby!
whitewidow:
Awwww - baby is soooo cute!!!
they messed us around at the docs so his jobs are now today instead. at 10:30 am.
then i have the whole day with louis by myself which makes me nervous cos the jabs can make the baby have a fever and be extremly fussy....i know people whose babies went crazy after the jabs....like a few hours later just wouldnt stop crying four hours on...
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then i have the whole day with louis by myself which makes me nervous cos the jabs can make the baby have a fever and be extremly fussy....i know people whose babies went crazy after the jabs....like a few hours later just wouldnt stop crying four hours on...
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8bitbones:
You're obviously smart enough not to do stupid quizzes 
How you guys doing?
How you guys doing?
shanedoe:
good luck with all!
about 2:37, it's hard to explain why it is so good without any spoilers. it's about what it feels like being a teenager. something happens in the beginning of the film and the what/why is explained through flashbacks and interviews of some of the kids. half the movie is in documentary style. do you know ELEPHANT? it has a very similar feel to but, but 2:37 is much better.
hope you're doing good.
about 2:37, it's hard to explain why it is so good without any spoilers. it's about what it feels like being a teenager. something happens in the beginning of the film and the what/why is explained through flashbacks and interviews of some of the kids. half the movie is in documentary style. do you know ELEPHANT? it has a very similar feel to but, but 2:37 is much better.
hope you're doing good.
first off...thanks for the messeges of support,they mean the earth to me and really help me when im feeling like shit.
for now....im trying ot build myself back up again....ive done it before....i can do it again.
in other news....im so upset and gutted because morrissey is playing a couple of nights at manchester apollo, its one of my fave venues for shows....and i found...
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for now....im trying ot build myself back up again....ive done it before....i can do it again.
in other news....im so upset and gutted because morrissey is playing a couple of nights at manchester apollo, its one of my fave venues for shows....and i found...
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8bitbones:
yeah well now some how with her wife powers she has made me get the sony...which is what she secretly always wanted..hahah wives PWN
darqkloud:
Sorry things have been rough for you guys. That dude is a dick!
Hopefully, Louis to the shots like a champ.
Hopefully, Louis to the shots like a champ.
the new take that album is amazing!!!! really really really good i love it!!!! it makes me so exited for next year!!!!!!
well its been snowing here....everywhere is covered...and the gritters didnt come out so we were blocked in our little village and couldnt leave! because we live on a hill to get out of the village we have to go down a steep hill...
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well its been snowing here....everywhere is covered...and the gritters didnt come out so we were blocked in our little village and couldnt leave! because we live on a hill to get out of the village we have to go down a steep hill...
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nikonphoto80:
Damn that sounds like a bad snow storm 
My depression is becoming more of a problem now to, but I really can't find much to be happy about, so I find it hard to fight it, at least you have some great things to keep you above water and people who will always be by your side.
You are a good enough mom, you do everything for him, depression is something inside the brain, you can't help it, as long as you do what you need to do to help your son that is all that matters in determining if you are a good mom or not.
My depression is becoming more of a problem now to, but I really can't find much to be happy about, so I find it hard to fight it, at least you have some great things to keep you above water and people who will always be by your side.
You are a good enough mom, you do everything for him, depression is something inside the brain, you can't help it, as long as you do what you need to do to help your son that is all that matters in determining if you are a good mom or not.
8bitbones:
Things could be worse, at least you can do this if you want, all I can do is throw sand at a dingo
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tattoo_kitten:
Are you kidding me?! Get some of them reprinted just in black and white, blown up to be a bit bigger and popped in a gorgeous black frame and people will be begging to buy them, I might even buy one in the new year!
tattoo_kitten:
in fact I've been sitting here at my desk (pretending to work) and I've just thought of a load of things I would love to do with the spider web pics so can I please buy a digital copy of each of the spider web ones?
Plllleeeease!!
Plllleeeease!!
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justme159:
wow, 2 months already?!?!?!? just seems like yesterday...and he's so so cute!
as for springing back, i still have some flab...it doesn't show that much, but it feels very...eew
i love your pics...especially the top one. i just love the way your eyes look in it. you rock!
as for springing back, i still have some flab...it doesn't show that much, but it feels very...eew
i love your pics...especially the top one. i just love the way your eyes look in it. you rock!
justme159:
yes i have the jelly-flab going on. its not a lot, but when i touch my belly i definitely feel that weird texture that i'm just not used to.
oh my fucking god
i have been feeling a bit down lately, and stressed about things......then i go and click on this, as i regularly do, and im left utterly speechless and so fucking over the moon that i cant even begin to describe how happy this makes me......
http://www.nodoubt.com/
BUT!! then im left feeling even worse than before when i realise that IF they...
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i have been feeling a bit down lately, and stressed about things......then i go and click on this, as i regularly do, and im left utterly speechless and so fucking over the moon that i cant even begin to describe how happy this makes me......
http://www.nodoubt.com/
BUT!! then im left feeling even worse than before when i realise that IF they...
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lior:
Hope you get the tickets
beestealer:
They probs will do the festivals next year... a reading return kinda thing. That would be an awesome first, field experience for Louis 
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I think the two days went really well. Even if they didn't want me, I learnt loads about myself and it was nicely affirming for some things I was worried about. I'll do a mega blog update this weekend probs. I move on sat...
... wish me more luck, lol, I need a lot of it atm!
. I think the two days went really well. Even if they didn't want me, I learnt loads about myself and it was nicely affirming for some things I was worried about. I'll do a mega blog update this weekend probs. I move on sat...
... wish me more luck, lol, I need a lot of it atm! i am not diabetic
the weight that has been lifted is enormous.
brian is haveing a bad time with his job....his boss is an arsehole and is making it impossible to stay there, he has reduced his hours to the point of nothing and being a prick about it too.....brian has had to sign up for jobseekers allowance and has to leave the job.....he will...
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whitewidow:
How is baby doing??
xzombiex:
i'm so pleased you dont have diabetes
i am still extremely proud of you for the way you are coping, i love you
i am still extremely proud of you for the way you are coping, i love you
And Happy Belated Birthday!