hey all!
it feels wierd being here! i have no idea what ill do once this runs out....ill probably not renew it seeing as money is still pretty tight.
i cant remember what was going on last time i was here, but as i said last time, ive lost a lot of weight. im super happy about it. i feel so much healthier and fitter, and i can do all the things i couldnt do before. i can play with louis and have the energy to do it. and can carry him about and i can exercise without dying each time!
im much happier, i still have issues, and life isnt perfect just cos ive lost weight but i can definatly see a change in my moods and my self hatred isnt like it was.
in other news i have found a perfect course for me. its an online photogrpahy course aimed at making people good enough to make money from it
my photography has improved so much lately, and people have asked me to photograph their weddings!! so i figured i should look into a course because right now im not confident enough, or skilled enough but if i have the knowledge i can maybe think about seeing if i can make some cash from it!
but i cant do it just yet cos its alot of money, but you can pay weekly, so we are going to wait untill next year and see how things are.
we are planning on going to france for our first family holiday with louis! in september next year cant wait....we are saving like mad...and hoping that we can save enough to go, but i think we will be able to because it doesnt cost that much plus we are going off season so its cheaper.
so for those who are interested this is what my boy looks like now
this is me before and after
and this is a couple of pics from a photo shoot i did with brian recently
thats all for now folks!
it feels wierd being here! i have no idea what ill do once this runs out....ill probably not renew it seeing as money is still pretty tight.
i cant remember what was going on last time i was here, but as i said last time, ive lost a lot of weight. im super happy about it. i feel so much healthier and fitter, and i can do all the things i couldnt do before. i can play with louis and have the energy to do it. and can carry him about and i can exercise without dying each time!
im much happier, i still have issues, and life isnt perfect just cos ive lost weight but i can definatly see a change in my moods and my self hatred isnt like it was.
in other news i have found a perfect course for me. its an online photogrpahy course aimed at making people good enough to make money from it
my photography has improved so much lately, and people have asked me to photograph their weddings!! so i figured i should look into a course because right now im not confident enough, or skilled enough but if i have the knowledge i can maybe think about seeing if i can make some cash from it!
but i cant do it just yet cos its alot of money, but you can pay weekly, so we are going to wait untill next year and see how things are.
we are planning on going to france for our first family holiday with louis! in september next year
cant wait....we are saving like mad...and hoping that we can save enough to go, but i think we will be able to because it doesnt cost that much plus we are going off season so its cheaper.
so for those who are interested this is what my boy looks like now
this is me before and after
and this is a couple of pics from a photo shoot i did with brian recently
thats all for now folks!
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And thanks, I love that picture too. I just saw the opportunity to take it and when it came out I thought it looked fantastic. Probably one of my favourite ones I took during the night.
As for me and the ex, we keep falling out. Well... She keeps getting pissed off at me when I've done nothing wrong. Pisses me off that she keeps being immature about the whole thing rather than discussing things like adults with me. But ah well. Never mind.
I hope you are well.