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whilst i was away my little man had his very first birthday can you believe how fast time has gone?
hes such a little devil but i love him dearly, hes my little soldier.

illl post some pics of him in my next blog, so you can see how much he has change! and trust me he has changed alot!

brian now has a full time job at a security firm, he does shift work so sometimes days sometimes nights, its tough cos sometimes he doesnt see louis for days and days, but its better than our previous situation. things aremt amazing with money now or anything but it is an improvment.

ive been seeing alot of toria and old friend, actually my best friend from when i was very little, we did everything together, and grew up together, first kisses etc, we went through it all together. shes been in the army, moved down to london, and other things so she has been out of my life a few times, but she keeps cropping back and its great when shes around, now shes back fr good and shes been really helping me loose weight, we go for walks very often and shes gorgeous too, so that gives me motivation! lol

its been hard not knowing what was goingon in peoples lives on here, i have wondered about you all, and missed you all.