xalicex

every night since michael died...ive dreamt about him.

i kinda want it to stop because i wake up miserable because of it.


yesterday was a day of pretty much none stop crying....it was so hard to say goodbye to someone who has always been there, and always had a special meaning to me.

i find it hard to understand why people focus so much on the speculation, and ignore the hard facts.

he wasnt proven innocent just because there was no evidence...he was proven innocent because there was no evidence AND the acusers were proven to be liers, frauds, and pros at false allegations. not the mention the fact that almost none of their testimony added up when being cross examined.

he made some mistakes....havnt we all? fucking hell if i was subjected to the crap that he has been purely because of a few mistakes....i would have killed myself a long time ago. and the truth of the matter is...i have probably made worse mistakes in my life than he did.

he is guilty of loving life, people and wanting to make people happier

nothing more