Wednesday Dec 24, 2008

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so its christmas eve....hard to think that this time 2 years ago i was pregnant and thinking about the future.....

....that future dissapeared in the evening of christmas day. 2 years ago tommorow.


i have a different future now......thats not so say i dont still think about the previous one, with all the what ifs....because i do.


its not very merry for me yet....it wont be untill it has to be...and louis understands christmas. even then....i wont forget.

but anyway.....have this




special messege to emma

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sweetheart, i know this time of year is a hard one...but know that on the day you will be in my thoughts, all i will be thinking about on that day, is brian, louis, alex, you and pip. i bought a little decoration, its alittle angel, its a bit naff but i wanted to get it so that i have something in the meantime so that i can keep looking for something nice and special...but i bought 2, i thought you might like one....for pip....i dont have a tree but im gonna hang in over my mirror thats over the fireplace. its not much hun but i just wanted you to know that i think about pip alot. i just you could have it for now, and then if you find something else you can replace it.



to everyone else.....i hope you have a good one

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lior:
I think you're beautiful kiss
nikonphoto80:
You should never forget and I know you wont, but at the same time you should be happy, I'm sure your little angel is watching over you trying to help you heal. I hope your Christmas was as good as it could be considering everything.

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