xalicex

so....another year has passed. its been a hard one...but louis is the best kind of reward.

i honestly feel so many more years older than just 26. i dunno if thats a good thing or a bad thing.

brian is taking louis down to swindon for a couple of days to see his grandma and grandad. i cant go because im having serious back trouble at the mo...and the journey there would kill me. plus....im going to make up for all the sleep ive been losing (because of my back) and nap as much as i can during the days they are away so that i am a bit more refreshed and energised for when they get back.

im gonna miss my boy so so so so much....but his grandparents are dying to see him, and i can get some things done around the house....its such a tip at the mo.


i think this year will probably be the last time we release a balloon for our baby. well....actually maybe next year will be the last time....because by then louis will be more interested in christmas and i dont want to drag him out every christmas day to release a balloon, so what we might do instead is get a special decoration for the tree, that we will put on every year, and that way louis can be a part of it without going out into cold releasing balloons( which emma tells me is bad for the birds anyway, so its best we do something different really)

just got to find the perfect decoration really...but we have a while yet.

im still anxiously awaiting the announcment of tour dates for no doubt......i check everyday....no news yet.



im gonna have a bath in a short while and im gonna be naughty and use louis' bath stuff....it smells soooo good!