xalicex

ok guys....wish me luck....im on a mission to get take that tickets.

theres a very good chance im gonna be left broken hearted and unable to get tickets if so many people are trying to get tix at the same time.....they go on sale tommorow at 9 am.

i really really want to get tickets, the concert is in june and i really need to see them again.....i miss them!!


also.....i know my zombie has been feeling a little left out lately....he hasnt said so....but i can tell he is feeling that way.
i just want to say....brian.....i still love you, im still in love with you, only now you are so much more than you were before....your a father....to my child.....and that is just priceless.
i love you so much more now than i did before.....and it it still growing.
to see you with our son makes me melt.....you are such a good father.

when i think back to when we got together...i can believe how much i tried to deny what i was feeling.....i so very nearly lost you because i was trying so hard to push you away....but you kept on trying to get me to realise and admit that i was falling in love with you.....and now here we are....a family...and im so in love with you that i ache when i think about you.

i know this is a pop song.....but it really sums up alot about how i feel.....and felt at the time.





EDITED TO ADD....i got tickets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!