ok guys.....seriously...i need louis outta me!!
im so uncomfortable and in pain every day i just feel like i cant take it anymore. i never thought it would be this hard.....its got to be so that my mind can blank out the idea of giving birth and focus on who much pain and discomfort i am in so that im ready for birth......its pretty amazing really when you think about it.
but i have so had enough now.....i feel like my body is gonna break.
i know im lucky, i know im fortunate...and believe me.....i am not taking it for granted. i thank the stars everyday that louis is here, but i still just want him on the outside now so i can recover from this pregnancy.
on another note....im loving this song lately...and the video.
i saw an old friend the other day. the only friend i have that doesnt make me socially anxious. it doesnt matter how long it is since i saw her last....months....years......i still feel comfortable with her.
she spends a lot of time in spain, teaching and being with her spanish fella, but shes back for a while, maybe even a year. it was good to see her.....im not lieing when i say that the only socialising i do is on here.....i NEVER speak to anyone.....unless the hospital counts....which i dont think it does really seeing as no one really chats to you or anything.
it made a nice change to talk to someone in the flesh who i was comfortable with.
i want a copy of the satanic bible....its a really interesting read, talks a whole lot of sense really. its so funny how some people still get shocked when you mention the satanic bible, as though its full of sacrificing babies and lambs, and all sorts of devil crap
think ill get it off amazon.
im heading towards 39 weeks.....
got the all important last scan on tuesday. im really hoping and assuming that they will give me an induction date. so i have something to focus and prepare for.
im hoping for october the 3rd.....same as gwen stefani
louis monroe jennings get outta my belly pronto!!!!!!
i wonder if he will be alittle rockstar like this dude, complete with nappy on head hahaha
also....cos im cheeky, a survey from litlin74's blog that she stole from someone else lol....i fancied answering questions
im so uncomfortable and in pain every day i just feel like i cant take it anymore. i never thought it would be this hard.....its got to be so that my mind can blank out the idea of giving birth and focus on who much pain and discomfort i am in so that im ready for birth......its pretty amazing really when you think about it.
but i have so had enough now.....i feel like my body is gonna break.
i know im lucky, i know im fortunate...and believe me.....i am not taking it for granted. i thank the stars everyday that louis is here, but i still just want him on the outside now so i can recover from this pregnancy.
on another note....im loving this song lately...and the video.
i saw an old friend the other day. the only friend i have that doesnt make me socially anxious. it doesnt matter how long it is since i saw her last....months....years......i still feel comfortable with her.
she spends a lot of time in spain, teaching and being with her spanish fella, but shes back for a while, maybe even a year. it was good to see her.....im not lieing when i say that the only socialising i do is on here.....i NEVER speak to anyone.....unless the hospital counts....which i dont think it does really seeing as no one really chats to you or anything.
it made a nice change to talk to someone in the flesh who i was comfortable with.
i want a copy of the satanic bible....its a really interesting read, talks a whole lot of sense really. its so funny how some people still get shocked when you mention the satanic bible, as though its full of sacrificing babies and lambs, and all sorts of devil crap
think ill get it off amazon.
im heading towards 39 weeks.....
got the all important last scan on tuesday. im really hoping and assuming that they will give me an induction date. so i have something to focus and prepare for.
im hoping for october the 3rd.....same as gwen stefani
louis monroe jennings get outta my belly pronto!!!!!!
i wonder if he will be alittle rockstar like this dude, complete with nappy on head hahaha
also....cos im cheeky, a survey from litlin74's blog that she stole from someone else lol....i fancied answering questions
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justme159:
i feel for you...i really do. you are so so so so so close to having him!
contessla:
hang in there honey, it's almost over.