from this....
to this!!
cant believe the transformation, and im still growing!!! the last pic was from 34 weeks, im nearly 36 weeks now.
the human body amazes me, and so does the brain. i was someone, who for a good 12 years or so, hated my body with a passion so strong that it led to scars all over my body, and dreamt of dying and waking up dissapointed when i woke up.
but now....im in awe of what my body has done and is still doing. i dont care that im covered in stretch marks, they are my marks of motherhood, i think what my body is doing is beautiful, therefore it is beautiful.
i still want to lose weight afterwards, and get healthy, but thats my point.....i want to be healthy. before i didnt care if i died along the way....i didnt care if i threw up one too many times and my heart said enough is enough im bailing.
but now i care more than anything. i want my little boy to be happy, and be surrounded by love.
i always had a suspicsion that becoming a mother would change certain aspects of me but i never thought it would change me so much.
i think louis has saved my life
