xalicex

today i find myself crying

i get so caught up in the happiness of my pregnancy, that when it hits me....it hits me hard.

its like a punch in the face.



i havent forgotten you little angel, i will never forget you. even though your'e brother or sister is now growing in the part of me that you once did, there is no, and will be no favouritism. you are not unimportant, or irrelevant.

when your'e brother or sister arrives into our world, and breathes among us and looks back at us, just know that we wouldve loved you exactly the same. you are still right here in my heart, a little compartment with your name on it, only for you. it will always be there.

i hope that my happiness for your sibling doesnt upset you, i havent forgotten you.

i still think about who you would've been.