
i have read that pregnancy can bring on problems like that......and i do tend to get them a fair bit anyways......so im not feeling very good at the moment, and cant sleep very well, and being on here is hurting my eyes so im gonna make this short.
oh god i watched the latest episode of LOST last night, cauldroncandy was right! fucking hell....i was confused as hell before but now.....now i know i definatly lost some of my brain cells last night trying to figure it all out. i cant decide whether i love it.....or really hate it.....i think im gonna have to wait till the end to decide!
is it wednesday? cool that means dexter will be on tonight.......i freaking love dexter. plus hes david from six feet under and that was one of my fave programs ever!!!
i think im gonn abe doing a clear out soon, of my friends on here.....im gonna get rid of people who dont talk to me.....i did one not so long ago though so there shouldnt be too many to get rid of.
im sure i can feeling movements in my belly, but in theory its too early.....but im sure its not gas or anything else....we shall just have to see, the baby will be about 3 inches long now

ive been thinking alot about the baby we lost......and i feel guilty when i get exited about the present one.....
ok.....im gonna reveal the name we have kinda chosen.....its for a girl or a boy. and please before you judge.....just say the word over in your head, think about the face that it is in fact a boys name, and its a scottish name. and the majority of the time its a surname, but it is also a first name too, and although it is kinda in tribute the person it relates to.....its not BECAUSE of that. im not that lame to name a child purely over and obsession without actually liking the name.
i really like the way it sounds....... and i think it suits a boy or a girl.....
i like the fact for short it might be roe, i just think it sounds so nice. but i am slighlty worried that people are just gonna be dumb and be like " oh youve only called s/he that cos you like marilyn." thats what y sister said....but comeon....she called her kid pixie!!!!
its not only cos of marilyn, i mean...gwen stefani is much more of a idol for me....but im not keen on the name, so i wouldnt use it, if i was gonna name our child over someone i idolise the most gwen would be it but im not like that......i just think it rolls off the toungue really nicely.
brian loves it....which kinda seals the deal....but if he comes up with something else in the meantime we will discuss it. but for now...i think monroe is sticking.
andi know there is a sg called monroe....but ive been calling my sims monroe for ages...and have loved the name for a child from way back