if anyone missed yesterdays journal and wants hear me bitch, go check it out.
today, i'm a little worried....
see my uncle had MS and he died a few years back. i've always kinda thought i would get MS too. well today my legs are kinda sore and feeling weak, and its not like i did any sort of running or walking that would cause it. what if this is the beginning? i have this tremendous feeling of irony, wouldnt it be fitting if i ended up in a wheelchair? the one thing i can honestly say that i like about myself, my height, would be taken away from me. go figure. at first i thought it was just my knees hurting me, they are kinda bad to begin with, but now it seems like theres something more. so go to the doctor, right? ugh, i hate the doctor.
the one kinda good thing from all this today...
as i was walking up the steps in the parking garage when i was leaving work today, the girl at work that i have a MAJOR crush on, was cruising up the steps behind me and got right behind me and said "oh, Doug's moving kinda slow today" and i just said "yeah, bad knees" still kinda hoping thats all it is. but hey, she knows my name, and to make a little joke like that, she must not think i'm a total asshole.
today, i'm a little worried....
see my uncle had MS and he died a few years back. i've always kinda thought i would get MS too. well today my legs are kinda sore and feeling weak, and its not like i did any sort of running or walking that would cause it. what if this is the beginning? i have this tremendous feeling of irony, wouldnt it be fitting if i ended up in a wheelchair? the one thing i can honestly say that i like about myself, my height, would be taken away from me. go figure. at first i thought it was just my knees hurting me, they are kinda bad to begin with, but now it seems like theres something more. so go to the doctor, right? ugh, i hate the doctor.
the one kinda good thing from all this today...
as i was walking up the steps in the parking garage when i was leaving work today, the girl at work that i have a MAJOR crush on, was cruising up the steps behind me and got right behind me and said "oh, Doug's moving kinda slow today" and i just said "yeah, bad knees" still kinda hoping thats all it is. but hey, she knows my name, and to make a little joke like that, she must not think i'm a total asshole.
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tangledupinblue:
Dude, tell her you are fighting to eradicate the homelessness situation in America and in the rest of the United States. If she knows who beat Roper as an amateur (no, not his mother) then I will start ordering the Dmitri Young china from the Franklin Mint. Imagine picture plates of Hook looking all stoned? Going to any games against the spanks at Comerica? Tigers fans at your MLB board are PISSED that Torre didn't get Guiilen into the AS game. Guillen flew his whole family in from Venezuela. Fucking Torre got Long Tall & Ugly Matsui in. . . what was he afraid that Rivera was going to blow a 9-4 lead? Please. It was totally bush, and I hope an ANGRY Detroit team rises up and clubs Captain Fantastic and the rest of the lesser New Yorkers over the weekend. Feel better man, and try not to assume the worst. Go see a doctor, it will alleviate your fears. I went through an MS scare once, and there are, as alurea said a lot of things that produce similar symptoms. Anyway. Hang tough buddy. Good thread in Boys Only about designing the dream posse. I think I should amend mine to include Dmitri Young. Oh, and reading tip . . . get Flair's autobiography "To be the Man" 300 pages and I read it all in one night. Seriously impossible to put it down. Now, go watch Dolemite before work tomorrow and score that fine lady!
ems:
Get it checked out, man. My dad has MS and it started in his legs. Hopefully, it'll be nothing.