x_dani_girl

I'm am so frickin' tired today, I have no idea why....I really need to stop smokin' at night. I have totally blown my diet this week, I haven't even exercised....which wouldn't be a big deal if I weren't paying to exercise and I'm not showing up. I just didn't feel like it this week. At all. I guess I deserve a week off.....but, then I prolly will be starting at square ONE on Monday. Was it worth it? Naw.....that is what really sucks. I look at all these women and I think I wonder what it feels like to buy something "small and cute." I wonder what it feels like to be comfortable in your own skin and not feel like your repulsive and obese....I don't know if I'll ever know....
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My youngest daughter is leaving for a week tomorrow......to spend time with her dad....before it wasn't a big deal cause she was in the same city or close by, this time he's taking her out of the state to his new home in Wyoming. I really don't like Wyoming. I guess I gotta *swallow* and just be ok with her going. Secretly...I'm hoping that she won't last more than a couple of days....but, then I wonder if he'd let her come home if she wanted to. Gawd, I have made some great choices in my life....superb....Danielle.
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I am going to cut my hair in about 15 minutes....I have no idea what I am going to do with it, this is the longest it's been in about a coupla years....but, I really want a hairdo...not a hair don't. We'll see I guess when I get back. Maybe I'll dye it some outrageous color, yeah right.....they don't have the technology for that in these parts of the world.....ha, I live in rural America....how cliche.
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Well....I bought a cute red lingerie set today.....for a PSW set....I'm excited to do it, I hope it fits....

Welp---I'm out for now...bbl....
xoxox,