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oh my fucking god. last night was the coolest shit ever. i kicked so much fucking ass at that show and i also got punched in the face,kicked in the shoulder, squished, kicked in the head, fallen on, and so on...omg and then when i left the pit for 5 seconds i was getting hella pats on my back because im a girl and girls...
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well theres about 7-8 more hours till i get to see atreyu again im so happy yay! On another note im going to edmonds to visit my brother and dad because my brother is turning 1 today...its kinda scarey to think that when hes about 16 ill be in my middle to late 30's....and so is my niece...ill be their cool aunty jay that listens...
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omg, i cant wait till 8 pm tonight..holy christ. Im seeing atreyu...my favorite band...EVER. hopefully my friend melissa will go with me because i dont want to go alone lol anyway i think i may actually venture into the pit this time..yes indeed so excited! im willing to bet 5 bucks their going to play "a vampiers lament", "Deann the arsonist", or "living each day...
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i hate everything. why dose everything have to end up like this. why do people have to play me like this.

My heart bleeds no more; now, its been turned to stone. Youre stomach feels sick for someone else. Ive broken both my legs falling for you. Drag me on the ground. Powerless I stand, tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein. Blood still...
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today has been so crazy i cant even believe it....right now im just trying to chill out with my mongolian beef and dr. pepper. also my b/f is flipping out and hes like "what happened to us?" what happened to us? ill tell you what happened to us...you dont give me sex..EVER, your meds make you crazy, and your a total downer all the time!...
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today was soooo much fun! i bought 2 pairs of pants, new rings and plugs for my ears, undies, and a legolas shirt . Also we went to izzy's in Vancouver, WA and they had these little muffin shaped cornbread thingys and we took some and threw em at people, it was awsome! on another note im going to see.....Eve 6 on the 16th...i use...
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IM GOING TO PORTLAND TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna go shooping like a mother fucker! lol so this will be my last entry till tomorrow so yeah. On another not i have to go visit ryan because hes a bit down my poor baby. Anyway im going to portland! my friend mikey told me to e-mail all the girls that live there so if you guys...
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ahh yes, a new day..bah..hopefully my check came..ill have to go check after i write this because my mom didnt come home last night lol its her birthday today so its ok lol. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! anyway, today im probably gonna hang out with my mom and..thats about it, we'll see how it goes...

i was up till 7 this morning and woke up at 2 haha yeah im crazy..yeah, i still havent gone to portland..where is my dads god damn child suppost check GRR! lol. Anyway im playing the game Seaman...i love this game, i remember when it first came out..good ol' dreamcast lol. Today will probably consist of this game and cleaning..i hope you all have a...
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im sitting here watching biodome with laura and mikey...it feels like the old days when me and my buddy melissa use to watch this constantly and drool over steven baldwin and pauly shore lol. My lip is healing pretty good..its a bit soar sometimes..oh well. Also im gonna goto KY and visit my buddy Adam..well maybe..he dosent seem to happy about that idea so i...
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im not in portland..but i will be in the next few days..it'll be cool because im gonna go shopping and mikeys gonna go drinking lmao. i wish i could go to a bar with mikey, that would be so fun. Anywho, i think im just gonna sit here and d/l more music so yeah...boring lol.

Today i wanted to goto portland to go shopping..but it dosent look like ill be doing that...but i will tomorrow! hahaha! anyway other then that im just gonna hang out with ryan and shane and mikey...so yeah!