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urgh...ive got the worst cold ive ever had....i actually feel sooo weak i feel like i might collapse any moment.

ive also got a migrane...yippee.

and i feel really sick.

so its sucks to be me right now. exept when mrZOMBIE comes home. then its pretty rad to be me. smile

ive been asked yet AGAIN to look after robin. this time its from about 7...
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peart28:
I have nothing in common really. I literally met them hanging out at a coffee shop and only know them for the most part within that context. Any of my ideas for the past two years have generally been declined. For me to be included in something thats going on I have to be first waiting at the coffee shop, and someone else has to have an idea of doing something, and they have to agree to include me, which they usually don't.

I haven't been to any of the SG meet ups. I don't drive, there aren't many local members in Lafayette There is a SGIndy group but that would require me to learn how to drive, obtain a car, let alone have money to support that. I'd like to meet a few of the local members.
ladylovelybrit:
awe, well it seems that my video blogs will have to wait, my mom is really forcing me to crack down on the spendage....LOL.
but I am definitely asking for one for my birthday, she wants to play rough I will trick her into it! ha HA. smile kiss
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so....i come home from work early...i have the beginnings of a migrane....and i couldnt handle the stress at work. my dads buisness has been broken into AGAIN.....and i just cant cope with that stress and my own stress and feelin ill.

im so fucking down at the mo.....i just cant get out of this funk. i think the biggest problem has to be that im...
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turtlepower:
ya know what? anything with numbers, im automatically not excited about. so if i can get it, you can. go here and basically the first 3 instructions with the bullet points are all you need to know. itll change yo life!

kiss take care lady.
peart28:
I hope you feel better, these things do take time. I don't know what to say about your parents, mine are kinda the same way with me and my older brother. They were real supportive of him in every way imaginable. Me they just make excuses. Hang in there. Stiff upper lip and all that rot (am i using that phrase correctly?)
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Just Those Few Weeks
written by: Susan Erling Martinez

For those few weeks
I had you to myself.
And that seems too short a time
To be changed so profoundly.

In those few weeks-
I came to know you
And to love you.
You came to trust me with your life.
Oh, what a life I had planned for you!

Just those few weeks-
When...
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ladylovelybrit:
thank-you sweets. smile kiss
i hope you are having a good day. kiss
kittyvalentine:
Hey, reading back over your last few journal entries it seems you've had a rough time recently, I'm not sure what to say other than offer my best wishes and hope the hurt will at least lessen over time.

As for my hair, yeah it's worth it, I only wish I didn't have such fine/fly-away hair.

It's good to be back too! x

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gtwr:
Eddie was cool. It still amazes how the Eddie walks on stage. I can't figure out if it is a robot or a person on stilts blush
ladylovelybrit:
AWE alice you really didn't have to do that!
I just love that you thought enough about me too....THANK-YOU.
you send them whenever you fucking want... smile
I shall email you my address!
thank-you again girlie. you are so awesome. smile kiss
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rennison:
Happy New Year!!!
peart28:
you wouldnt believe how close to the reality that picture is
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killypop:
thx smile.
I hate holidays..
what is raw?
redvillain:
ok...that's cool
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its been a tough few days.... and when it all ends that'l be it....absolutly no trace of me being pregnant....just gone....just like that.

those of u that know me and brian....know how much we wanted that baby.

brians distraught. as am i.....we are gutted.

i cannot believe how disturbing, unpleasent, uppsetting, and truly traumatic it all has been.
im starting to get nightmares.....flash backs.....im sure...
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atticstar:
*hug*
lior:
thanks smile

How are you two holding up?
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i misscarried last night.

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nikonphoto80:
i'm so sorry, that is very sad, I know I don't know you but if you need anything and I can help just tell me. I hope you feel better.
daw:
oh im sorry, i went throug the same 3 years ago and you know everything happens for a reason, its very hard
hope you feel better soon
all my light and love.
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lovelysitwell:
oooooohhhh a baby !!!!!congratulations! kiss
cassiestar:
Merry Christmas! XD What an awesome girl. Congrats girl!
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thank u all for the happy birthdays......

well im another year older.....24. no going back!

my period is like nearly 4 weeks late. what up with that? i know i m not pregnant....well cos....i just know. i have really messed up periods cos the the years of hammering ive giving my body.i think ill leave it a short while and if its still a no...
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hellabella:
THANKYOU!!!! kiss
turtlepower:
'jesus wept' ha...hahahaha

ps. have you ever tried emergencee packs for when you feel sick? they are packets of vitamin c and other minerals and vitamins that you put in water. i down 2 a day all winter to stay well. and it gives you tons of energy.
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well......

ive had an emotional day. ive been crying like a baby.

u know when u just reach that point.......and its almost as if all the venom and pain just flows right out of u.
altho still nothing has changed, things are still the same...but i feel less desperate...now ive got those tears outa the way....think ive been holding it in really....i guess to pretect...
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sky:
happy birthday <3
jay_blank:
Awww...I'm sorry you're feeling that way. I go through bouts of that myself. My ex was even worse!

I think that as long as you have each other, you can work through anything. You are awesome. In the short time that I've known you, you've really made an impression. You rock!

You should do something nice for yourself today.
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its my works xmas do 2nite.......im only goin cos i work for my dad so its only family really and steve and his wife(employee).

its only a meal...at my mum and dads......they live down the road from me and zombie.

anyhoos....my mum has told me that she "requires my services" during the day today to help her tidy up......note that shes is not asking my...
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peart28:
on the way home from a family get together my brother hit a dead deer in a rental car. But for whatever reason he told the rental company, tripple A, the tow truck company, and the taxi driver that took us home, that he didn't know what happened to make the engine die.
bashster:
gwen is gorgeous so i won,t inslt hun.Gad you enjoyed the concert have you missed me????