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fuck....im totally freaking out......

i cant breathe....fuckig panic attack.

it just occured to me how gross i am. NOT ONE PERSON TELL ME THAT IM NOT GROSS.

seriously...im over that shit...n omore bullshit....if anybody tells me that then they can kiss friendship with me good bye....it is NOT what i WANT to hear....and it is NOT what i NEED to hear.

fuck i cant breathe....
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gingerninja:
Alice babe, i dont know what to say so i wont really sy anything but i wanted you to know that i had read your post and am here if you wanna rant somemore or anything.

Im sorry i dont know what to do to make you better.

The brain and the way our minds work is something no one can ever teach you how to handle, it fucks with you more than a person ever could, it plays tricks on you worse than anyone ever will.

Dont give in

xx
ra0ul:
You aren't alone. As much as we don't believe it, everybody holds themselves in an extreme state of scrutiny - even Gwen. Some of us let it get a better grip on us than others and the anxiety is often unbearable. I'm not talking from theory. I constantly walk on the wrong side of failure with my eating disorder; i didn't even know guys could be bulimic let alone me. you don't have to go solo with this.
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NO DOUBT....in their best era....god i love them, i love gwen, and i love 2008 cos its gonna bring me new nodoubt material!!!


NO DOUBT
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escapeodt:
are no doubt releasing new stuff in 2008? i thought they'd split... =/ i sure hope they go back to their old roots if they do. this was by far their greatest era. i know that you'd probably like to castrate me for saying it, but i really don;t like the way gwen stefani has gone.. i wish she'd go back to the old no doubt days. i used to have such a fucking huge crush on her...lol
xkonstantinex:
they dont approve of it, but my dad tries to make excuses for it when i talk about.
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watch this from start to finish.......its fucking hilarious



also as promised. this is for her....she knows who she is. by the way it is imcomplete and all mish mash...i havent sorted it out this is pure me writing in scribbles

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hold out youre heart cos this song could save you

she spends her days trying hard to forget,
all the things...
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atticstar:
i know...freaking animals....

*scowls*
lior:
I know. It really pisses me off mad
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i feel sick.....

emotionally
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azuren:
Thanks for the request and the congrats smile What's wrong? Hope you feel better soon xx
escapeodt:
if this is what i think it is, then i know exactly how you feel sweetheart *hugs* hopefully things are going to start looking up now. thank you for being here for me today. you have no idea how much it meant to me *hugs* i love you hun. i don't think i tell you that even nearly enough.
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i took this journal down becuase i didnt want to upset the peopl invovled.
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ferretbite:
Oh man... I don't like the sound of that... Be checkin' in on it later ok? frown
ladylovelybrit:
frown
Tell her that I love her.
And that there will thousands of kisses for when she returns, you take care of yourself too lady. kiss
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chelsey_girl:
did i ever mention how much i LOVE the way you do makeup?!? love kiss
ladylovelybrit:
Actually I get teased because my family says it tastes like sand....ha HA.....but I love it, it is like this goopy cereal, less goopy than oatmeal...but yeah. smile
kiss
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im going to see this little lady!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been about 5 years since i had my last gwen fix!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



to the people responsible in helping me get the tickets.........


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thankyou....i love you.



and heres somehting probably only sim lovers will appreciate

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ladylovelybrit:
Yay!! you get to go see her!!!!
That is awesome Alice!!, and yes I hope that I will look good with that fringe, otherwise I would cry.......ha HA. kiss
Have fun you lucky girl you! kiss
ladylovelybrit:
YOU *points finger*
you sneaky sneaky girl....you left a testimonial right under my nose.......
.......you rock. kiss kiss kiss
Have fun. kiss
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k so im a tat confused today.....

our phone got cut off earlier than expected...turns out its cos we havnt paid all the bill yet.....so i was expecting to not be able to access aol.....but.....im here!!! we can accept calls but not make em.....so.....when its offically changed over to incoming only when we have paid the bill im pretty sure ill still be here annoying...
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fillthee_syrup:
You have a zombie?? shocked

Hehe biggrin
ferretbite:
Can't say that I'm having fun. Yet. I mean yeah I can, because I do, but this kind of thing does upset a lot of people. Today was strange. Lots of people showed up, that was good. I wonder whether my nephew will remain here or he'll be taken away by his mom to live in her old place. shocked
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hello all

ok....so we cancelled the phone and that goes into effect on the 30th.....so....from that date i wont have internet access in my house.....so the visits will be less frequant....ill try to make sure i check in every friday from my mums house.

i got a very sweet card off chrissy today thanking us for her birthday stuff....bless her.......thanks chris!!!!! i love the hole...
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ferretbite:
You mean Take That the pop band? Are they getting back together or something? Why do I never hear about this stuff? Not that I'm too excited or ever was a fan or anything but it brings some memories.

Be seeing you here I hope. kiss
niimo:
I'm sorry about your internet - you seem nice, and I just got to this party - but I'm glad everything else is so exciting.
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oh my goodness the new mcr video is awsome...gerard looks sooooooooo pretty
look how much he means his lyrics......



and who remembers this?


and now for the grande finale you HAVE to watch this one ....it WILL make u smile i guarentee it...


and this one..


and.....robbie has been asked to come on the take that tour im going on.....oh my god!!!! how good would...
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lior:
smile
angel_ree:
Thankyou xxxx
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oh my goodness the new mcr video is awsome...gerard looks sooooooooo pretty
look how much he means his lyrics......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SO9Lj0T93Xk
bashster:
next weekend i can,t fuckin wait.It will be full of ickle black suited and booted emo goths it should be a specticle.
Did chomps get you the Gwen tickets then???.
ps
are you gonna meet the SNOREMONSTER next weekend???
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right so im feeling more positive now we have got a plan to follow, and hopefully, things will be better sooner rather than later.

either way im determind to keep in touch with my sg peeps, you all mean the world to me and i dont think i could cope with the withdrawels! plus.....i need the nekkid ladies!!!! and bobbysox is gonna be putting up...
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captainhazzard:
Fuck me, thats some necklace Masuimi is wearing. Its huge!
jay_blank:
Hey, thanks for the kind words! I'm confident better things are on the horizon. I'm just glad to be out of that negative environment!