Friday Feb 01, 2008

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gues who else is pregnant!!!! my gwennie!!!! ( gwen stefani)

im so happy that she finally got the second baby she and gavin wanted. i hope they have a smooth pregnancy.

nothing else really i just just wanted to share that my fave person ever ( apart from brian) is expecting the same time as me. smile
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padre:
Well Congrats on all sides smile

You're so right about that... I have to embrace the good folks...
tatianadanielle:
They are super crazy

Friday Feb 01, 2008

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so ive had a little time to let it sink in and it kinda has...but its still al abit sureal, the idea that im not alone, that i have a little someone with me in my belly

suddenly my fat belly doesnt seem so gross to me anymore....its where our little nugget lives so its not gross.
i just hate that cos im over weight,...
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lemme:
It's really important that you evaluate yourself and remember that you have worth. A child is not a savior and cannot make you feel better about yourself. During your pregnancy build up your self esteem. Babies don't care about your problems.- they just want taken care of. So, buck up!
fullmoonkisses:
I just read your news! (Been busy at work) CONGRATULATIONS to you both! kiss And try not to worry about your appointment...it'll go fine....YAY YOU! kiss kiss kiss

Wednesday Jan 30, 2008

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oh my god guys......im pregnant !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know ive been waiting for this but im so shitting myself after last time.

im in shock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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lior:
You will be right, just try not to stress too much, try not to think about what happened before and take care of yourself. So take a womens multivitamin - one for pregnancy and breastfeeding would be best. Eat lots of fresh fruit and vegetables and don't do too much heavy lifting or strenuous exercise.

Have you had a checkup at the doctors yet?
thedevinemissn:
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah well done girlie (ok and Zombie too lol)

Tuesday Jan 29, 2008

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i had to put my journal to friends only ...for now

so i finsihed the book " a fathers story" by lionel dahmer, jefferys dad.

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good!!! seriously very very very interesting, i reccomend it to any serial killer manic like me!

my mum told my dad in front of everyone the other day " if you dont , then im gonna leave you, im...
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chelsey_girl:
ROFL!!! Well I am so glad to finally meet another Dr.Phil fan!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin
I luuuurve me some Phil!! haha! biggrin blush biggrin

Oh, my mister is just annoyed with sharing the bed with my 25 pounds of hair, hehe! They do tend to take up alot of space smile
angel_ree:
How come you gone to friends only?

Sunday Jan 27, 2008

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had time to think, to calm down.

you should all know that, with me..... i dont accept any bullshit of any kind. i made a decision long ago to cut out anybody who i thought i couldnt trust not to hurt me, friend or lover. im not a selfish person, but.....if it comes down to choosing between being spoken to like shit or cutting my...
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kittykatgone:
Thank you for the Birthday wishes honey!!! Got my fingers crossed for your fertility...

Kat xxxx

kiss kiss
escapeodt:
i did wonder if she was an SG or not, but i don't recognise the tattoos. i think i might ask aspen if she knows who it is.

i don't think liss will be getting an account on here hun. she's none too fond of the whole online blog thing. it's caused a lot of problems for her in the past...i can't really see her ever getting an SG account.

i really do hope you'll get to meet her someday though. hell...i hope someday you'll get to meet ME...

Friday Jan 04, 2008

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after having given it some serious thought.....

ill be back in a month or so.....

i felt bad about that abrubt messege saying i was leaving....so bare with me, when my head is clearer and calmer, ill be back

alice
xxx
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whitewidow:
WHAT?!?!? I haven't been on here lately and I see that you almost left?frown Well I am happy to hear that you will returnbiggrin Take what ever time you need to deal with stuff - I know how that feels.

BIg hugs your way!!!kiss
ashlynn:
It's sad that two people had to go through the same thing around the same time. Atleast someone as nice as you shouldn;t have to bear it.

I dunno.

Things have gotten loads better, but only by a bit. Husband rules, life is okay, job rules, wow rules, mom's nuts, '08' is half and half, I suppose.

Your's?

Come back.

Wednesday Jan 02, 2008

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im gone...

those who are bothered.

alicerolland2000@yahoo.co.uk

rich if you read this...you have my phone number
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fullmoonkisses:
eeek frown kiss
imyourgodnow:
noooooooooo!!!!!!!! im gonna miss you alot babe frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown

Tuesday Jan 01, 2008

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ok so.....a new year.....

ill try to remain hopefull, but i doubt it will be any better this year. im gonna try though. thats the best i can do right?

the thing im gonna focus on more than anything is me and brian, and helping us get our ultimate goal. a family.


couldnt sleep at all last night....ill probably take a nap on the couch...
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xzombiex:
i will help you every step of the way sweetheart
diets3:
Hey,
I agree with you on the idea of having a lazy day on the 1st, what else is there to do really?
all i have done today is watch movies and sleep really its been good waste of a day.

That contentment on my face is a unusual look/feeling for me so it good that i managed to capture it in that pic i think, so no need to be too jealous, I am sure it will come around to you at somepoint.

Wish you all the best for 2008 i hope its a better year since its a new start and all that!

thanks for the request!
Iain

Monday Dec 31, 2007

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messege to my xzombiex

thankyou for all the times youve let me just cry, thankyou for letting me grieve, thankyou for being the bestest friend i could ask for.im sorry for what happened last year.....you so deserve to be a father. im determind to get healthy, and try to give us another chance at it.
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imyourgodnow:
happy new year sweetie,may this year be filled with lots of love smile
pinke:
wus going on hunny!!!
ur beutiful too dont say ur ugly~~~
hAPPY NEW YEARS

Monday Dec 31, 2007

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i really dont want to go back to work frown

the cold, the arguments, my mum, my dad, the questions....

we watched nightmare on elm street the other day, brian bought me the seven disc boxset, i havnt watched that movie in ages....its sooooo good.

thankyou again for all the lovely messages of support. you guys rule.

message to my xzombiex


thankyou for all the times...
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chomper:
I love Nightmare on Elm street the first one is so shit scary I remember watching it when it came out i was about 10 I had bloody nightmares for months lol Sadly Freddies just a joke now why do they always have to destroy things frown I didn't even know there were 7 films i think i gave up around 4 lol

kiss kiss kiss

Sunday Dec 30, 2007

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thankyou so much to all the people who commented on that last journal, your words really help, honestly they do.

i dont really have much to say at the moment. my feelings are all over the place. i actually feel like im pacing around the room like a mad person or something, and i feel like i wanna just sit down.....but i am. i know...
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kittykatgone:
Happy New Year to you sweetie! Hope your well. Kat xxxx
padre:
trust me you'll get many more than i ever could if you allow yourself...

men are suckers for a blonde smile

Tuesday Dec 25, 2007

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so.......our christmas day was exactly how i expected it to be.

we set off in the morning, and drove to the north york moors. it was scarily foggy so we decided to stop where the sky was a little clearer.

and we let them go.

we wrote a messege each on one of the balloons and the other one we wrote a messege that brians...
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killa_:
calico is a cool name for a cat smile
redvillain:
they're pretty cool
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