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any one know a good scar cream?? I want to get on that as soon as possible .. I have a HUGE fuckin letter T on my chest and stomach .. from chest down to 2 inches below my belly button and then from side of hip to hip

I know ill never get rid of it totally but I want to minimize it as much as possible


I had surgery on my intestine 8 years ago and when they closed me up they left the stomach muscle to thin and it ripped .. and more than that it shredded .. the doc said it looked like someone took a cheese grater to it .. so they had to attach it and also add wire mesh

the muscle tore and pulled back to my sides which is why the extent of it all

friday I had half (about 150) staples removed and one of the drain tubes .. im healing but its going slow .. i never thought something could constantly hurt this much lol .. thank god for the pain meds

hope everyone is well and talk to ya all soon

since im basicall chair and bed ridden I'm online alot so please ppl say hi on AIM (ironkennel) Yahoo (nietzsch12) or MSN (ba_be_sit_r@hotmail.com) .. I could use the company .. I have already watched 4 seasons of the sapranos .. 3 of the shield and countless movies

love me xoxo