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im happy .. very happy

a part of me is scared .. scared because she has all of me

all

my thoughts .. my dreams .. my hope .. my heart

especially my heart

i guess just this morning i realized how vulnerable I am because of it

I have never doubted her .. ever

she never gave me a reason too

perhaps its just natural .. perhaps its just that inner hope that everything will work out and I can be with her

not just with her .. but "with" her

I love her .. I honestly truly do

The distance sucks .. but I can deal with it because I know what lays ahead if I'm patient and believe in us

hell how can i not believe in us .. she has become the most important aspect of me

She is the most interesting and amazing person I have ever met

so opposite of me in so many ways .. yet so similar in the ones that count

she makes me wake up with a smile because I know I have the heart of someone truly special

yes she makes me smile

and for the first time in a very long while .. my heart is smiling with me

baby when im lonely I think of us

I think of you sitting next to me

of you holding my hand while I walk

of you in my arms at night

falling asleep with you

I will see you soon .. and everything will find its place .. everything will be brought to the next level

I can not wait for you to fall asleep in my arms

more so .. I can't wait to wake up to you in my arms

thank you for making me remember how very special it feel to have your heart smile with you

You make me so very happy

and I love you .. honestly and pure