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Sunday Jul 23, 2006

Jul 23, 2006
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Who can make a rainbow
Sprinkle it with smiles
And present this seemingly superficial life
In a clear and present emotional completeness
Beyond everything that I have ever known or believed

When does the silly satisfaction of reality
Finally reach even half the glory
As my fucked up ray of hope
I like to call
My Dreams

When like cancer it eats away at the fabric
Of sentiment and soul
Taking what if
And spinning it into the unknown
Mind fucking me into believing
That my wasted idiotic simple life
Has on some greater scale
Some simple effect on this moment in time

Truth be told its not
I'm not a great man
There will not be people
who will speak of my existence to there children and grandchildren
There will be no best sellers written about me
and my name or accomplishments will never
grace the lips of someone I haven't personally met

To this unknown I have come to realize
That we need to find love

Not because we don't want to be alone
Not because we need help throughout our day
And not because we were destined to be together in some emotional
created belief of destiny

In this world we need a soul
Who is willing to run along side us in this life race
Because without it
We are lost

There are far to many people in this world
That it is easy to become forgettable
To live an entire life
Yet go totally unnoticed

All your accomplishments
All your reached goals
And attempted dreams
To roll by totally unappreciated by anyone

Most of the people in this world
Do at least one very special thing a day
One very tiny simple spark that makes us so incredibly human
And its what separates us from animals

Weather its a moment of emotional thought
A spark of humanity
Or simply something as minor as opening the door for a ladybug to fly free

And that is why we so desperately need someone
So that they can stand next to us and say

No matter how bad things get
No matter how hard life seems
Ill be here to make sure you won't go unnoticed
To make sure that your life does have meaning and substance to someone
To give you the knowledge that for now till forever
They will be a symbol of that life

As nice as it is to have books written about us
It is far greater to know
That someone you love dearly will always love you back
Will always take that next step in life with you
Weather they are standing next to you
Or 3000 miles away in a different country


They make our mark for us within themselves
So that the things we do
Don't disappear the moment they finish

Our life can be recorded in the mind and memory's of another soul
Sharing our impact
On this world
However insignificant it maybe

There are times in my life
I feel so fragile and lost
As if any possible great thing I may do
Will fall far short of impacting someone
In they way I so desperately need to know I can

I need to love someone
Not because I feel alone
But because
In realty
I am

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