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will you fuck me?
in the pit of my existence
with your needless emotional doubt

will you open my cage and bear
my beating and dying heart

reaching in and grabbing
the hope it lives on

squeezing out all that is left
leaving it to fall
hopelessly
quietly
into the deepened dark existence
of a lonely and unwanted slumber

you force me to wear my iron mask hiding my very soul
you force me to hide everything that makes my essence smile
you force me to hide all that I strive to be
until i don't want to be

I gave you everything no one has
I gave you my hope

you returned it
tied
bound
listless
and barren

more than my tears
more that my broken dreams
more than my redden eyes

you took my hope
my desire
and my will

I am sorry I ever met you

please brush my ashes
under the rug
so that the crumbs don't remind you of the sunshine you brought

I do not wish you evil
i do not wish you tears
i merely wish you gone

don't you think you have stolen enough