will you fuck me?
in the pit of my existence
with your needless emotional doubt
will you open my cage and bear
my beating and dying heart
reaching in and grabbing
the hope it lives on
squeezing out all that is left
leaving it to fall
hopelessly
quietly
into the deepened dark existence
of a lonely and unwanted slumber
you force me to wear my iron mask hiding my very soul
you force me to hide everything that makes my essence smile
you force me to hide all that I strive to be
until i don't want to be
I gave you everything no one has
I gave you my hope
you returned it
tied
bound
listless
and barren
more than my tears
more that my broken dreams
more than my redden eyes
you took my hope
my desire
and my will
I am sorry I ever met you
please brush my ashes
under the rug
so that the crumbs don't remind you of the sunshine you brought
I do not wish you evil
i do not wish you tears
i merely wish you gone
don't you think you have stolen enough
in the pit of my existence
with your needless emotional doubt
will you open my cage and bear
my beating and dying heart
reaching in and grabbing
the hope it lives on
squeezing out all that is left
leaving it to fall
hopelessly
quietly
into the deepened dark existence
of a lonely and unwanted slumber
you force me to wear my iron mask hiding my very soul
you force me to hide everything that makes my essence smile
you force me to hide all that I strive to be
until i don't want to be
I gave you everything no one has
I gave you my hope
you returned it
tied
bound
listless
and barren
more than my tears
more that my broken dreams
more than my redden eyes
you took my hope
my desire
and my will
I am sorry I ever met you
please brush my ashes
under the rug
so that the crumbs don't remind you of the sunshine you brought
I do not wish you evil
i do not wish you tears
i merely wish you gone
don't you think you have stolen enough
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x143x:
nope everything i post here is what i wrote .. and ty
love getting commments


sugar_spice:
great story...great poem....very touching