damn am i tired.
just got back from roller derby...but it has been a good day.
we may get junkman's daughter as our uniform sponsor

i finally went to see star wars today with winter. i cried, i laughed, i questioned humanity, and i felt like strangling anakin. i actually think it maybe my favorite star wars movie...geeks everywhere be damned. it tackled things that...
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i've a strange dichotomy....or perhaps it's just truth...objective.
i have more faith and respect for who i am on the inside, than i ever have in my life. my essense is strong. i know what i'm doing, i know what i want. i'm always bettering, refining myself. i'm striving to better others.
yet, i feel insecure on the outside. i don't think people see me...
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had an interesting evening.
went to see a friend's band.
it was beautiful to finally see him on stage. i love that he grew up in a musical family and has absolutely no fear of playing in public. in fact, he shines brighter when he knows his words are being heard. there were a bunch of his family and groupies there...so i felt really out...
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life is better.
i switched allergy medicines...aparently you can get immune to one after a while. i'm much less a bitch when my brain isn't trobbing with inner pain, and my body doesn't feel like it has a flu running it's veins. i never knew how bad allergies could be till i moved to atlanta.

i have so much to do this week...but i'm trying...
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i love being able to illigally copy music and burn it to disk.
it freakin rocks!

today wasn't too bad...found that i'm not the only person having the symptoms i've been having lately...so it's probably a light cold or allergies. guess i'm going to have to start doping myself up so i can function.

having weird dreams again. kind of scattered though.
i'm working on...
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it's been a weird day.
i'm feeling co-herent with the universe.
very creative...i have about 10 projects in my brain i want to do tonight.
i may tackle one.
flipped through a magazine that somehow caught my attention, and came across an article on my goddess, artemis.
the moon is full...and shines brighter than the skyscrapers. technology and nature dancing in a battle of influence....
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*insert cosmic scream*
our two weeks of extreme stress came to a head friday night.

o, and please don't give your patronage to the shell station on the corner of I-75N and northside. the people there are dicks. sincewhen do you threaten to call the cops because someone happened to break down in your parking lot, and is trying to fix the car so they...
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amazing how much of a difference one day can make.
jury duty was starting to get really dull.
when it was my turn to be interogated, they focused on the fact that all my friends are felons, and my philosophical views about the law. i don't think they liked my punk-ass background. in any case, i didn't get chosen for the jury. i kind of...
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i spent today in courtroom...and i'll do the same tomorrow.
i got called into a jury group from which 12 will be chosen.
i find out tomorrow if i get chosen.
there were parts that were boring...but luckily i find other people's thoughts and opinions interesting.
i was surprised by how many couldn't presume innocence...they felt that if the defendant was arrested, they must have...
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today was a relaxing day.
i slept for 12 hours...had some strange dreams i don't remember.
took a shower...got some coffee...worked on my garden that has one little plant.
did laundry, cleaned a little.
applied to go to school at phoenix online and talked to an advisor.
finished my resume.

i feel accomplished.
tomorrow i have jury duty.
this should be interesting.