wyspurr

had an interesting evening.
went to see a friend's band.
it was beautiful to finally see him on stage. i love that he grew up in a musical family and has absolutely no fear of playing in public. in fact, he shines brighter when he knows his words are being heard. there were a bunch of his family and groupies there...so i felt really out of place. i spent most of the evening in the corner writing. when i left, i got a really good hug.
afterwards, i went to the kinky prom at the future. i knew most of the people throwing it because i've hung out with the whippersnapper crowd quite a bit. i wasn't feeling very social though, and i didn't have any money left for alcohol...so i just danced most of the night. i danced till delerium set in...till sweat drenched me like rain...my steps faltered and i reached the other side of pleasure. i danced for hours. it's what i needed. it was weird knowing half the people there and part of the inner crowd of kink. however, i feel more comfortable around those people than others. i think it's because most people in that circle are like me...they were different growing up...the loners...left out. their tollerance for pain is high...and they need to have someone make them feel. we're all in such control of our bodies that we know when to hold back and hide...to watch...and when to let go in orgiastic passion. i tend to forget that not everyone is like that.