*insert cosmic scream*
our two weeks of extreme stress came to a head friday night.
o, and please don't give your patronage to the shell station on the corner of I-75N and northside. the people there are dicks. sincewhen do you threaten to call the cops because someone happened to break down in your parking lot, and is trying to fix the car so they can move the car.
guess i should start from the beginning.
had a fairly good, if rushed day full of bad luck. started off by locking my keys in my car at work. kept dropping shit all day, and i was sick with a head cold.
after work, i had to rush to pick up destiny from her last day of school. got a wonderful hug from her sexy woman teacher though...mmm.
then i dropped off the kids and went to my interview. ended up getting lost, then finding that it was in a huge office skyscraper. it has about 19 floors. i felt like such a country bumpkin. i've never even been in a building that big. i think things went fairly well. on the way home, my car broke...ended up stranded at a shell station where winter's father and brother spent about 5 hours working on the car. never did get it fixed that night.
i knew things would be bad when i got home. it was one of winter's only days off, and he didn't get to de-stress. i went to cuddle and talk with him for a while in our room, but my 6 year old started crying and saying that she hadn't seen me all day. winter storms out, telling her she's being selfish...broke her guitar and punched a hole in the wall. i told him to leave...that he was acting like a child. i don't deal well with anger, especially when it's directed at my children. luckily he calmed down, and apologised. hopefully that won't happen again...not acceptable at all.
but i'm doing better now. had a few days to relax...spent time together as a family. had roller derby tonight, and got my car back. i find out tomorrow if i get this new job.
found a new favorite band called "flunk". if you like portishead, you NEED to check them out.
our two weeks of extreme stress came to a head friday night.
o, and please don't give your patronage to the shell station on the corner of I-75N and northside. the people there are dicks. sincewhen do you threaten to call the cops because someone happened to break down in your parking lot, and is trying to fix the car so they can move the car.
guess i should start from the beginning.
had a fairly good, if rushed day full of bad luck. started off by locking my keys in my car at work. kept dropping shit all day, and i was sick with a head cold.
after work, i had to rush to pick up destiny from her last day of school. got a wonderful hug from her sexy woman teacher though...mmm.
then i dropped off the kids and went to my interview. ended up getting lost, then finding that it was in a huge office skyscraper. it has about 19 floors. i felt like such a country bumpkin. i've never even been in a building that big. i think things went fairly well. on the way home, my car broke...ended up stranded at a shell station where winter's father and brother spent about 5 hours working on the car. never did get it fixed that night.
i knew things would be bad when i got home. it was one of winter's only days off, and he didn't get to de-stress. i went to cuddle and talk with him for a while in our room, but my 6 year old started crying and saying that she hadn't seen me all day. winter storms out, telling her she's being selfish...broke her guitar and punched a hole in the wall. i told him to leave...that he was acting like a child. i don't deal well with anger, especially when it's directed at my children. luckily he calmed down, and apologised. hopefully that won't happen again...not acceptable at all.
but i'm doing better now. had a few days to relax...spent time together as a family. had roller derby tonight, and got my car back. i find out tomorrow if i get this new job.
found a new favorite band called "flunk". if you like portishead, you NEED to check them out.
maybe a mini vacation is in order for you even if it's just an afternoon. go get a pedicure. it's cheap and sooo relaxing.