wyspurr

i'm going to be having a lot more alone time.
life is changing, and the upcoming choas was starting to overwhelm me.
so...i'm going to use this time to get things in order. i need more order in my life...less clutter.
at the same time, i need to stop trying to get everything done RIGHT NOW!
change is something i can be in control of...especially if i make it graduallly.
i need to set time to meditate...time to think, to be.
with winter's new job, i'm being forced to be alone...i'm also being forced to have more structure in my day so i can get things done, and go to bed on time. i no longer have him here to take care of things when i can't...or to watch the kids while i sleep.
or maybe, i'll just get addicted to speed.

i must be less hard on myself.
and the things i want and need will take time to get.
so i must be patient with myself and the universe.

btw, i can really use some support online and off right now.
just having someone to talk to every now and then helps.