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I'm really working on being ok. I know it sounds silly, but it's true. I've allowed myself to get really worked up over... well, over everything.

So, I'm working on getting my head together. If I'm going to get out of the situation I'm in, I need to get my head together. When you're down on your luck, the only way to get out is up. So, I'm going to stop the downward spiral and head back up.

I'm not sure what to really do about my future at this point. On one hand staying up here, I could work on my "photography business" (aka try to start one) with the contacts I have here. If we went to Key West, I could do my soaping, maybe even get into a huge crafting/tourist market there, and see if I can do something with my photography. But the girls want to be in Marathon FL. Marathon has a really great community, I don't know what it could do for business... But it could take away any worries about some of the boat related stuff, if we had a problem, there would be neighbors who might be able to help.

So, at this point, I wait. Alan's in Guatemala. I'm a little jealous, not horribly so, but damn I wish I could go. I could get the more amazing pictures. I've been talking to Alan since he's been down there. He said he thinks I might be able to go this season if I get my passport. Who knows... I'm not holding my breath on it.