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Tuesday Feb 09, 2010

Feb 9, 2010
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I just finished reading my book, Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. I loved it. It's so empowering. I loved it so much, in fact, that I bought a second copy for Alan, (my ex and best friend). I'm planning to give it to him tonight when he comes over. I also have the audio book for the kids. I'm hoping if we can all work on it, ("it" being truly being present or "enlightened"), it would make it easier for all of us to do it. I would love for Steve, (my honey), to read it too, but so far, he hasn't been receptive to my attempts of introducing personal development tools to him. We each grow at our own rate, though... So maybe seeing a change in me will bring about a change in him, maybe not. But I do have to admit, it'd be nice to have the whole family working on it as a group goal. What will be shall be.

I did really well with work yesterday. I'm hoping to have another good day, though I started a couple hours after I really wanted to. I was resisting coming to the basement to work. I don't care for being down here, (I'm in the basement now). However, it gives me the privacy I need. I'm looking forward to when I can work in a real bedroom, though. Maybe have 2 computers... one set up in my bedroom for during the day working, and my laptop for night/on the go working. But one step at a time... Right now, I'm working on getting everything paid off so I can shop for a mortgage. I've worked out all the numbers and they're looking pretty good.
(Spoiler of the numbers for my own head's sake):

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Credit card 1: $276
Credit card 2: $181
Feb Bills: $128
March Bills: $113
New Lens: $76
Past Debt: $1065
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Total: $ 1839

And I currently have $814 either in hand or made as of right now.
Leaves: :1025

I have about $500 more in child support that should be able to go to it (after food costs).
I'm planning to do an ISM shoot= $200

Totals $325 I need to earn otherwise... Minimum...
(by the end of the month... or ASAP)
I'm just really proud I've gotten to this point... so this "running of the numbers" is a good one!



Ok, I got that out of the way and can be done with it for now.
I still need to figure out my schedule for this week. I feel like I'm running behind already. I need to catch up with school work. I keep worrying about what I did or didn't do with last week. And I need to forget about last week and focus on this week... Especially as assignments are coming up due soon, aka TODAY!

Assignment 1: Discussion Questions
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Assignment 2:White Balance and Lighting
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Assignment 3: Portrait
Friday, February 12, 2010
Assignment 4: Final Project
Saturday, February 13, 2010

~So I'm off to get my reading done so I can do the questions... Then plan out the white balance and lighting work... Of course I also still need to find 6 people willing to do portraits for Friday... I keep asking and getting no reply. Might have to Subject my family to getting more pictures done of them... LOL

ribbonsundone:
It sounds like you are totally rocking things out in the NOW! That is awesome. Also, as a side note I am so glad you get alone well with your ex. I have several friends whose ex-spouses are such louts. Uch.
Feb 9, 2010

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