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Ok, I know I'm trying to lay off the money conversations... but here I go again.

I've been working on planning out February. I wasn't able to pay much off in Jan, and what did get paid off, got charged back up again. Anyway, I started looking at all the numbers, and they're insane. I was planning to use my school stipend to go to FL to look at houses, but now, it's going to be going towards paying off bills. If I do that, and shoot one set for ISM, save 1/2 the child support I get AND get Alan to give $300 towards the bills (as his are around $2000, I don't think $300 is much to ask)... I need to make at least $30 a day for 20 days this month.

I think I can do $30 a day, that's no that bad at all. But of course that's also on top of having to keep up with school work, the kids, the men. But if I'm going to move to FL, I need to take charge. No one else is helping me with this... So, I need to take charge and MAKE it happen. I can do this! I NEED to do this, otherwise it won't happen. An if I'm not going to take charge, who will? What will I do when I'm down there? Who's going to make sure I can KEEP the house?? Who knows if Steve will even put in the effort to get a job down there right away... So, it's really on me. I'm taking charge this month!!