Happy New Years, my loves.
I'm trying to get straight in my head that this year, (this decade!), I will grow to become who I want to be. I've spent the last 30 years (ok 32 but who's counting), figuring out WHO I want to be. Now it's the time to BE it!
I want to learn to find balanced, without giving up passion. I want to find my motivation without burning out. I want to be able to get variety of thing done, and feel good about them all.
I want to get fit and feel good about the shape I'm in. I want to be able to feel flexible. I want to be able to see myself naked without groaning. I want to fit into my "skinny jeans"! I want to eat better, too!
I want to work on my photography, in both my school as well as in "real life". I want to work on personal projects and start building my portfolio. I want to start working on being comfortable shooting models.
I want to learn to control my emotions better, so that I rule them and they don't rule me. That I can choose to be happy. That I can see now for now and allow anxiety to wash away.
Saw this in Yulia blog and thought I'd join in
Of your set goals for 2009, what did you accomplish?
I didn't get done much of what I wanted to do at all.
What is something you learnt about yourself?
That I can, with alot of focus, make money if I need to. (Granted I was insanely stressed, though.)
Did you do anything you never thought you'd ever do?
I went back to school.
In 2009, Did You...
Change your appearance?
Only got a little tattoo.
Move to a new place?
Nope
Go to a concert?
Kind of... some friends played a little show and I was there.
Go to a sporting event?
Nope.
Get a new job?
Kind of, started camming at a new place.
Get a new addition to your family?
Yeah, we were adopted by a cat.
Gain new friends?
Yeah. I made a few new good friends this year! I have new online loves
Travel?
I wish.
Go to a wedding?
Yeah, got to photograph it too! It was my first wedding photography job.
Go to a funeral?
No. (Thank God!)
Go to the hospital?
Nope
Have any run-ins with the law?
Nope, though my honey was arrested and spent a couple months in jail. (I worked so hard and made money to get him out.)
Spend over $1000 on something?
Getting honey home.
Favourite 2009...
Month?
July. It's when honey came home. I was so happy to see him. (And that month our sex life was CRAZY-good!)
Season?
I usually like summer, but this year I barely went out at all... so there wasn't much of a difference one way or the other.
Holiday?
4th of July... Honey was home just in time for it!
Memory?
None really
Party?
None
Club/Bar/Hangout?
None
Moment you laughed so hard that you cried?
Seeing the Dandy Pirates at the PARF
In 2010...
What do you look forward to?
I want to "get my life together" finally.
I'm trying to get straight in my head that this year, (this decade!), I will grow to become who I want to be. I've spent the last 30 years (ok 32 but who's counting), figuring out WHO I want to be. Now it's the time to BE it!
I want to learn to find balanced, without giving up passion. I want to find my motivation without burning out. I want to be able to get variety of thing done, and feel good about them all.
I want to get fit and feel good about the shape I'm in. I want to be able to feel flexible. I want to be able to see myself naked without groaning. I want to fit into my "skinny jeans"! I want to eat better, too!
I want to work on my photography, in both my school as well as in "real life". I want to work on personal projects and start building my portfolio. I want to start working on being comfortable shooting models.
I want to learn to control my emotions better, so that I rule them and they don't rule me. That I can choose to be happy. That I can see now for now and allow anxiety to wash away.
Saw this in Yulia blog and thought I'd join in
Of your set goals for 2009, what did you accomplish?
I didn't get done much of what I wanted to do at all.
What is something you learnt about yourself?
That I can, with alot of focus, make money if I need to. (Granted I was insanely stressed, though.)
Did you do anything you never thought you'd ever do?
I went back to school.
In 2009, Did You...
Change your appearance?
Only got a little tattoo.
Move to a new place?
Nope
Go to a concert?
Kind of... some friends played a little show and I was there.
Go to a sporting event?
Nope.
Get a new job?
Kind of, started camming at a new place.
Get a new addition to your family?
Yeah, we were adopted by a cat.
Gain new friends?
Yeah. I made a few new good friends this year! I have new online loves
Travel?
I wish.
Go to a wedding?
Yeah, got to photograph it too! It was my first wedding photography job.
Go to a funeral?
No. (Thank God!)
Go to the hospital?
Nope
Have any run-ins with the law?
Nope, though my honey was arrested and spent a couple months in jail. (I worked so hard and made money to get him out.)
Spend over $1000 on something?
Getting honey home.
Favourite 2009...
Month?
July. It's when honey came home. I was so happy to see him. (And that month our sex life was CRAZY-good!)
Season?
I usually like summer, but this year I barely went out at all... so there wasn't much of a difference one way or the other.
Holiday?
4th of July... Honey was home just in time for it!
Memory?
None really
Party?
None
Club/Bar/Hangout?
None
Moment you laughed so hard that you cried?
Seeing the Dandy Pirates at the PARF
In 2010...
What do you look forward to?
I want to "get my life together" finally.
tilpacer:
I hope you be who you want to be this year. 
eccentricoldguy:
Happy New Year to you, too, luv.