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So, i had coffee with a girl last night who is and was incredibly sexy and sexual. She is basically me in a female body - However she just got out of a relationship and so did I, she is looking to settle down and have kids and a family and all that nice stuff and i am not quite there yet.

So we talked for about 4 hours over coffee and its all very nice. At the end of the night we hug and i go to kiss her and she backs away which is totally fine however i felt like a total idiot because it is the first time since my ex of attempting anything like this. I apologize from the bottom of my heart and tell her im not that douche bag guy that all women can not stand and it holds true for her and she understands what im saying. This morning she tells me that she feels like she head fucked me and lead me on which I suppose she did somewhat, but were all human and these things happen.

After some talking with her she comes to the conclusion the head fuck was her own head that she messed up and not mine...

After a restless night of thinking was i that much of a dick bag i realize i was not.

My question to women on here do you guys find it easy to be open and honest about your sexuality and how sexual you are? do you find it hard as a woman to experiment sexually? Why for the life of me is the term slut so bad, its a double edge sword men are allowed to be and so should women in society...