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So. Today. Got a lot of study done so far. Good report from doctor but kinda knew that was happening. I also worked out that i maybe having some kind of emotional breakdown... Which sounds really really awful however i think maybe just maybe this is a breakthrough in my breakup with the girl im still in love with. I also realize im not as together right now as i want to be which isnt bad for right now either.

I really want to find my goddam libido. I remember being a younger male and the thought of touching myself would be quite fun but nowadays i cant even get myself to "rise" to the occasion.

Anyway enough of expressing my downfalls which i choose to look as upfalls and ways to improve. Its cold but beautiful weather and im happy and excited to be alive.

I am grateful for the changes in my life and as always my admirable friends and family.

Please as well if you read this comment and let me know some things or one thing you are grateful for?