wurly

i am at home alone drinking. actually now i am drunk,

whos a loser?

fuck that, i had two sessions today, worked 13 hours making music. no food no breaks. i am actually bummed that it is too late to make noise otherwise I wouldn't stop. damn it!
i wish i was rich so i could buy a house and make noise when ever i wanted. i would do it all day and night.

i love what i do

i got no work for the next two days. most people would be happy. i am bummed. i want to play more. a lot of people want me to play live again. i haven't in about 9 years. i think i might want to again. it is something i left a long time ago but maybe i am ready to do it again. outside of the safety of the studio. in a world surround by people you don't know. maybe i will try it again. who knows.

i am going to go and finish my rum. goodnight.