wurly

vertigo died last night

update-
so i hung out with his mother tonight. she is doing better. it felt good to finally connect and make sure everything is ok. we think it was a heart thing.

i am starting to have problems again with my drug intake. as i write this i know i am not going to stay sober tonight. maybe tomorrow. we'll see.

actually, i am not sober now. well, at-least i never smoke cigarettes. those things will kill ya. one day in three weeks is not bad. i have done worse.