wulfcub

So tonight I learned that I am a Cowered. The girl that I liked was at a birthday party that I was at. She looked incredibly beautiful. I couldnt even walk over and say hello or tell her she looked nice like I wanted to she took my words away and I was left with a dry empty mouth. It did help that I felt out of place in a loud bar full of smoke. I felt like a chess piece in a game of checkers, in a room full of people I stood alone. So I did as I always do stand there and watch the world pass me by along with the lives I live thought so many others. Some day I will realize who I am and what is needed to make me whole. Until then I will work at being who I am now and wait to live.