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probably a boring update tonight.
as for now, someone please let me in on why my eye is so very swollen. BOGUS
blackwing149984:
Probably cause I was poking when you weren't looking. tongue
semjaza:
Uh, I don't know really. Thanks for the friend invite, it would be my pleasure. smile
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hmm...and a cold breeze brushes against my back.

i need to start my laundry, i'll be right the fuck back.

hmm i am not sure what to wear for pants today. these ones are nice. just not very roomy. i think i'm in a mood for roomy.

so this box of a car, i can decorate, make it a little more wuggly. i couldn't really...
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semjaza:
I hope Sammy is a small dog. Sounds like you've got a mini farm up there. biggrin
damnation_game:
shhhhh you didnt see me!... im sneaking round wink
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um so i couldn't wait. i did it. i didn't do too bad of a job either. my head is eggular. andi think it does make me look like i have a tiny fat head. but hey, i'm not ready to grow out the sides of my nogin yet. ps i'm going to try to be less of a piggy at night and lose some...
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alicat13:
did you shave your head?!
alicat13:
lets hang out saturday night. weee. just the two of us!
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it will be okay
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xevilxashleyx:
Yes, ma'am. That was not me. I called the cell the day before I found out you probably didn't have it anymore. Or was it that night? I don't remember! shocked

HP. Yes, please! Come along, okay?!

My number starts with 300, and ends with four more digits that I don't want to put here, so when you see it, pick up! Cell phone, have you it? Er...yay proper English! surreal
semjaza:
WWED indeed. He'd probably say, "oh well". in that sighing voice of his. Then he'd just ignore everyone in the room and create something dark but amusing. skull Have you visited his house/museum here on the Cape yet? I'm glad things are getting better. smile
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i quit. i don't want to play anymore.

i'm sicking of fucking up, thinking i have learned something and than fucking up further.

i know it could be worse. i'm just sick of being me.
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alicat13:
hey sugar. miss you!! hope all is getting better in janell world. i think i need a janell hug. frown
semjaza:
I can relate, but nobodys perfect. Maybe it's time to reinvent yourself. Just say fuck it and be whoever you want to be. Who'd stop you? smile
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anyway, so that's that business. leaving for work in about a half hour via the lincoln.

must be SUPER FUCKING FOCUSSED. in shit mode. bloaty, sad, stupid.

i think things are slowly becoming clearer though. further realizations made. strawberry banana columbo yogurt, fruit at the bottom. not so much.

so perhaps, i think...my phone is still in existance. left in a car of sorts. and...
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semjaza:
I'm on my way. (Ha, ha). Hope you feel better soon. skull
xip:
aggressive fuck
xip
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drove home, not sober. against wishes
totalled my car. and should not have walked away from it
but i did. with a fabric burn on my neck from the seat belt and a puffy bruise on my shin.

my dad brought me yesterday to get stuff out of my car. when he saw my car, and when i saw it, it i guess hit us...
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edea:
your phone has been found wink smile
alicat13:
holy shit janell. are you ok? what the hell happened???
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um...i fucked up last night.
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semjaza:
A fellow Gorey fanatic. I knew and worked with him for years here on the Cape. Just between you and I, he couldn't stand Tim Burton. smile skull
gingersnaps_____:
aww, i'm sure you didn't fuck up hun.
What happened? kiss 's better
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totally deleted what i wrote.

i think i'd like some human interaction.

but then again. no i don't.

i like how johnny depp wears those tight gloves in that movie.

so...um ever get the feeling that something's gone awry.

yeah, me too.
blackeyed
must be the pms.

ps- i want to wear tight gloves like that.
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blackwing149984:
BAHAHAHA! BALEATED! biggrin
surgicalsnack:
could be pms, but that means that i'd have pms sometimes, too. and that ain't right.
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so i...i put Pnut's tail through a paper towel role tonight, and while i probably lost the respect of her, i amused myself great.

and i smacked Ozmodiar around with it a little, he scraped me up good with his damn hippie nails that i have yet to get trimmed.

so um...i hung out with my friend Jen tonight. it was pretty nice. we watched...
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blackwing149984:
Its a little Japanese sun dude (solar powered) that bobs his head from side to side. They also have others that sing...at least thats what I gather.
jackie:
smile