R is on my mind. He's taking the weekend off from me. I think D is mad at me. It turns out he's going back to CA. I wish he never moved away. But whatever. He has his faith to guide him. I'm not saying i'm without but....I question why he gets shit on so much...R said he'll know by Monday if he wants to continue to pursue anything. I have my thoughts but will keep them to myself in case he wants to creep on here. I'll leave it public too. I am waiting for my sister to come pick me up and then we're going to snag her son, head back to my mom's and play some quality 3ds. I still have some stickiness from the tape on me. And i have red-marks from where the wires were on my face. I bruise or red or blotch quite easily.
In theory tomorrow night i'm going to see Amy and cut her hair. But who knows. I have basically been awake since six this morning. Started to doze from like 12:30 to 1ish. But got up and did some light shopping with Papa Ump.
Sam is not the poster child for motivation. That's for fucking sure! But i loves him so.
Thinking back I realize I told the fella that did my sleep study that I crapped on the survey instead of writing nice things about him..I'm a charmer..
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my facebook post. tee-hee. It's like i was just talking to my mother about R and then he's like we need to take a break. I was telling my counselor things were going pretty well. But whatever happens happens. And i will continue my trek with or without...bleh.
Ps- i need to recolour my hair in the worst way. it's like this sewagey blue, green, brown/red mess. All up on my cranium. No thank you.
Ps i like the uh...Being Human UK version.
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