cut ties as the fella didn't care one way or another. i thought he felt more for me than that.
so yeah it's good i did that finally. i felt very deeply for him, and i think yeah it was more than just lust like i was lusting.

cut it off like i told the other fella. but i didn't do it right so he says i'm not ready for him. well when you drop the l-bomb less than a week into this, what the f?

fuck it. i have my health mostly. i do have good qualitlies, but i feel i am "getting up there" it was a suck year full of suck and unsuck, but mostly suck. i came out of it. minus a few...sleepy sleepy

but spent it sober. nice.