wugglyump

ok. so i'm in a shit state of being.
i started school in july, there's four "phases" to it. my class moved to the third probably a little over a month ago. i didn't move up with them. the reason was because of my lack of hours. well last week or so i was told i could move up. i know i don't have a lot of hours but i'm up to date with the book work though. so anyway blah blah, i moved up. i was very happy because i was with my class, my small class. before i got to move up i was with like 40 students, to one teacher. sorry but i can't learn when there's a shit-ton of people in that class because someone starts to quietly chat with their pal and it builds and i am not fucking learnig.

well today at the end of school i was told that i was going back to the second phase. i cried, i'm still upset. you know sure i am probably going back because of the lack of hours, fine then i shouldn't have been moved up in the first place. i was happy being with the people i started with in a smaller class, granted most of them will graduate before me because they came in with hours. but...i just think it's real fucked to then say, whoops nevermind...anyway. that was my rant. thanks...for reading?