wugglyump

so.... i'm seeing her. i'd like to say for my last time. she doesn't do it for me like she used to. LIke...a few years ago. she never will. i know.

i'm turning 25. i'm scared. i'm scared to grow up. i, i think i'm pretty mature but...not grown up. It's like should i turn in the boots for more feminine shoes? i saw hot boots. like female nice boots with pointy heals. where the hell would i wear those. how would i just inter grade them into my normal run of clothes. beats me. and i saw some hot dress shoes.

four down. one to go. but i want to wait until monday. if four doesn't cut it one won't. down you go. i need to pee again. and pnut and ozmodiar are loose. bogus. when i was leaving work tonight, i was like damn, i don't want to be alone....and i still kinda don't want to be...but i'm more okay with it now.

and sammy is....sniffing around.

two days...