i dont really know the term but basically i got my ass handed to me by my boyfriend. out of concern, i do know this. but. i thought i was getting a little better, and i know that i can...but apparently...i'm fucking not.
i want to know how you feel and what you think. but...i do get more depressed and i do drink more and i snap out of it. i just want to disconnect from everyone. be alone. but i am already. so i don't really know what i'm trying to say. or even why the fuck i choose to say it on here.
you're right. i'm 24 and i do live here still. do still work there and am still waiting to drive. i probably should just curl up into a pull and just end it.
go team self fucking worth.
rejioce because i get miserable.
i want to know how you feel and what you think. but...i do get more depressed and i do drink more and i snap out of it. i just want to disconnect from everyone. be alone. but i am already. so i don't really know what i'm trying to say. or even why the fuck i choose to say it on here.
you're right. i'm 24 and i do live here still. do still work there and am still waiting to drive. i probably should just curl up into a pull and just end it.
go team self fucking worth.
rejioce because i get miserable.