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Monday Aug 14, 2006

Aug 14, 2006
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whoops crapped myself a little.
sometimes i go through little spurts of biting the insides of my cheeks. although i'm not terribly certain i could bite the outsides. durf.

today...i spent alone. it's cool though. i needed it. i didn't get as much done as i wanted to. but i did finally finish that black mc chris shirt. altering it. it's kinda a halter now. and D suggested that i move my bed. for better sleep. my room was built with a shelf. or rather had a shelf built into it. it limits things a bit. but really instead of it facing the door, i now have it facing a window...slash computer. I guess now it will be slightly easier to watch internet porn. yikes.
as seen here


it's kinda more cramped though. i'm not sure how much i'm "feelin" it. I let out my dogs...and i've not eaten a lot tonight. well i mean since dinner. i think it's the late night snacking (as well as the lack of activity) that keeps me a bit chubby.

so i cleaned off my shelves and moved stuff around, on to other shelves and went through every picture that i did not have in a shoe box (where i thought i kept most of them) the rant kinda;

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basically i went through ever damn picture. pictures i had forgot i had taken. like my mother being remarried. the pictures of her, her ex, and myself. i was crying. hah! i dont really know why.

i used to wear chainmaile a lot more. and i'm sure i used to know how to spell it too. now i don't. i'm not supposed to. i have to grow up and junk. i miss the friendships i used to have. the pictures i had we all looked so young. it was a fucking awkward time for me, but it was slightly simpler. i used to be really close with some people. some i'm still friends with, but don't see as much as i'd like. some are no more. some....

i feel like i did not appreciate certain friendships until much later. when i looked back and i'm like fuck, did this person know that i appreciated the silly shit they'd do for me? i used to have really intense friendships with some of these people. and they go away. it just kinda leaves a wierd taste in your mouth.
i found more pictures of amie. that made me happy....."happy"

i'd like to just be able to tell some of these people thank you for being in my life.
ozmodiar gained a bunch of weight too. and oh man the stages i went through. wieght...yikes.
also i found pictures of my rat Squee and the squeelings she had. they were cute. but mean. whatever. just a rant



work the rest of the week. whatever. i need money. i'm glad i did something today though. didn't completely waste it.

i hope you are all well, okay? i got to cut back on this multi-updating-when-i've-nothing-better-to-do...shit

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sydfloyd:
Let me know how moving your bed works out. Cuz I need to do something.
Aug 14, 2006
blck_flwrsplease:
yep stil kicking -
Aug 15, 2006

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