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um.....nevermind.

Mouth fulla pizza in my chubbo face.

i am at the D's they started me on new sleeping meds but...not so much. I am applying to some shit. I know it could bite me in the bumbee, fine whatever. but if it makes my love shitty. no thanks. i need to make sure he is happy.


so the last funny thing my....D said to me...
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yo.

let's see. off tomorrow. a lot of things to do. but for now,
finishing off the vodka, with cherry coke zero. i do drink too much.

so i busted out with the tears at work tonight. so...i'm going to the counselor, taking the meds like a good little sheep, but i'm just doing worse. but then when it's my appointment with the counselor i...
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that thing

so a couple nights ago i had a bad dream. but with an...okayish ending.
there was this cop and blah blah, i ended up giving him a hug. like an awesome wholesome hug. and i whispered in his ear "i missed you". a little turned on and i woke up.
shazzam off to work and a few hours into my shift a detective...
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my two current songs of the moment are Hey Ladies by the Beastie Boys and Ain't No Happy Endings by Nujabes

still not sleeping or staying asleep. way WAY lame.
got weighed turns out i'm fucking nasty. so i will work on that.
work in an hour, i need to pick up the new birth control and eczema heck. yip...pee.
what else. dinh's coming here...
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heading out in a few minutes to Dinh's. SO...i was just reading my profile and like i don't remember putting some of the stuff in there. like..."i spend most of my free time" and "vices" um...what?

i talked to amo last night, like actually called. i started to lose my voice because i couldn't shut up! we caught up. and it was nice. i miss...
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tattoo wednesday. (add on to chest piece) and perhaps freshening up the thigh
show saturday....yip yip yip yip
i took something last night and then accompanied it with my ambien and have just been so sluggish and unawake today.
betelgeuse shed last night. saddly it didn't come off as one piece. her head is thick and scary.

also i had a dream last night that...
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i'd like to get tattooed today.

i need to exercise.

but for now, a nap.

so.... i'm seeing her. i'd like to say for my last time. she doesn't do it for me like she used to. LIke...a few years ago. she never will. i know.

i'm turning 25. i'm scared. i'm scared to grow up. i, i think i'm pretty mature but...not grown up. It's like should i turn in the boots for more feminine shoes? i saw hot...
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hmmm. my birthday is in a couple days. Amie's was a couple of days ago. Edea's in a couple days.
i can't believe how dusty my room is. it's too over whelming to clean.

did you have a nice tuesday? i did, i spent it with my family, and it was like we were a family, talking about things from when we were kids. poking...
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