wugglyump

i feel like butt. i've had an emotional day and nothing really even happened. i'm just like shakey. it's stupid. but after tonight, i will hopefully be able to have my meds so i can sleep.

but tonight, no sleep again. my mom visited me at work tonight, that brought me so much joy. seriously, i was just so happy to see my mom, i...
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you know it pisses me off that you're so far away. i fell for you forever ago and it doesn't please me. because you're not right here for me to cuddle.

but you called me and i got to hear your sweet voice. it makes me miss you so much more. i get kind of embarrased that i think about you so much. what with...
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okay nevermind. i was really happy and relieved that i could pick up my sleeping pills tonight and i went to pick them up and the girl told me they could not be filled until the 14th, but you know, it's the 12th, so i guess two days without sleep isn't that bad

i guess i'm not as mad now. i just hate when the...
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i wish there was a smiley on here with a snotty nose. because i'd be all about that one.

HOORAY, i can pick up more sleeping pills tonight! which means i can sleep tonight...hopefully. no garentees. i'm bored. i dont have to work tonight and i want to go out and do something. maybe go to my mom's and charge my phone. who knows. i...
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so tired. talking to my crush that lives forever away.

if i don't get a new job soon, i should just up and kill myself apparently. fuck ass.

i got clothes donated to me today. and i'm so happy. although slightly, not my style they fit and right now that's all that matters.

i saw alison's boy tonight, he's so great. seriously, i couldn't wish...
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oh goodness i feel like i'm going to vomit
too many diet pills at once? hmmm whatever

i will be leaving in an hour and half for work, under the assumption that i don't get cancelled. i'm going to apply at a music store this week. it's right it town. and a friend at work's boyfriend works at one of the locations, she said she...
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brrrr....i wish alison was around. i don't know where she is, or rather...what's she's up to. i called and left a massage. it feels to early to be in for the night. i'm watching reno 911, as i'm sure it will be on for like the next three hours.

no. anyway. i went to bed soooo late last night. there is this show lexx that...
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i think my body is bruised in various places. i was...so...not...SOBER. mighty fuck i had fun last night. i think i had more fun at scarlett's than at the bar.

but shit, at first i was like so this is a bar huh, but once i woofed down those drinks it got really fun. and a dude bought me a drink an actual guy fucking...
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ah! i feel like butt. i have gone out and done my things i needed to do, before my dad got home. so he will be happy.

i can't get the cap off the antifreeze though. i'm absolutlely tired. it's like just after three and i'm ready for a nap. i think at some point i'm seeing alison today...i dont know when.

so i'm going...
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OH MY HOLY BORED

damnit i'm bored. it's far too frigid to go out. it's like two degrees out with this wind. i was thinking about cleaning my room, but then i realized i'm a lazy bastard. i have on crest whitening strips again. they're also addicting. but not really.


someone talk at me
ps- i think they made it so pictures have to be...
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holy headache

so alison met tattoo guy. she is going to get a tattoo soon, and i insisted she went to him. i won't say it felt wierd to see him, but i...i dont know how i felt. he's like. do you have cds for me, i'm like do you have a nightmare before christmas book for me? he said he did. but i didn't...
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still sleepy. i see my lady tomorrow so i will talk to her about how sleep no longer wants to come for me at all.

today i feel sad. it's lame. i feel sad for various reaons. and i dont think it's anything i can help right now. like...it's not just some self loathing lame gothy thing.

i still want it to be other with....
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