i miss amie.
i miss chris, i wish now more then ever that he was my love, or rather that i was his.
i miss chris, i wish now more then ever that he was my love, or rather that i was his.
work soon.
so i am getting a weeks worth of ambien. hooray? i hate wearing shorts. because they are too short. and so on.
after work i will see chris and bring him his gift
i hope it makes him smile.
i can't even believe tomorrow. like...the purpose of it. and...and my mom and dad are coming. i think that is good. i think maybe...
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so i am getting a weeks worth of ambien. hooray? i hate wearing shorts. because they are too short. and so on.
after work i will see chris and bring him his gift
i hope it makes him smile.
i can't even believe tomorrow. like...the purpose of it. and...and my mom and dad are coming. i think that is good. i think maybe...
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tsalt:
crazy 
johnnyfive:
i just finished a care package for you. it'll ship monday
i just finished a care package for you. it'll ship monday 
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johnnyfive:
wal-mart? scary.
good luck with the tough times.
good luck with the tough times.
tsalt:
leave the DQ?
WTF?
WTF?
phone interview tomorrow
overwhelming desire to be fuck-up now
um i bought chris this thing. as a thank you for being there for me type dealy. i wrote him a letter, he might get it today or tomorrow. i dont think i sounded to pitiful in it. i hope not.
i think i wish i was seeing and talking to Scarlett right now. but i...
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overwhelming desire to be fuck-up now
um i bought chris this thing. as a thank you for being there for me type dealy. i wrote him a letter, he might get it today or tomorrow. i dont think i sounded to pitiful in it. i hope not.
i think i wish i was seeing and talking to Scarlett right now. but i...
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edea:
Aww you would be ao cute as a door greeter!!! 
bleeder:
Why are you always so down?? You are sexy and have a wicked taste in music, movies, and style. Why are you single again??
thank you for the love lovelies.
i know i'll be okay. and so on. um so a detective called me yesterday i still need to call him back, in regards to amie.
mindless was great and like ungreat. but i think i can safely say..i'm almost wicked mega over Jimmy.
i feel like the piece of shit though because i haven't gone to the cops,...
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i know i'll be okay. and so on. um so a detective called me yesterday i still need to call him back, in regards to amie.
mindless was great and like ungreat. but i think i can safely say..i'm almost wicked mega over Jimmy.
i feel like the piece of shit though because i haven't gone to the cops,...
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chezui23:
ah those poor birdies... i used to always rescue the babies my cats would bring in during the night.. naughty little nest-robbers! 
did you take those photos at your place?
did you take those photos at your place?
chezui23:
i had the best idea in the world... you should put your old hopefuls pics up in your profile!
go on!!! you know you'll make so many more friends!
go on!!! you know you'll make so many more friends!
currantly, i feel that i suck at life.
i am pointed somewhat in a direction, but perhaps not the one i feel i should be at. i'd like a boyfriend, i'd like...hmmm to not have to be awake and at work for ten. and the fact that i'll be driving to and from boston is less pleasing. i can only hope that the outcome out...
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i am pointed somewhat in a direction, but perhaps not the one i feel i should be at. i'd like a boyfriend, i'd like...hmmm to not have to be awake and at work for ten. and the fact that i'll be driving to and from boston is less pleasing. i can only hope that the outcome out...
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caffeineheadache:
look at at all these emails trying to cheer you up
you know you are loved!!!!
you know you are loved!!!!
ella_1:
I have one last thing to say.
Lalalalalalaaaaa
Aaron got me a puppy!!!!
Lalalala
Im sooo happy
come on, rejoice and join in the puppy love...
Huggle some doggos.....
Lalalalalalaaaaa
Aaron got me a puppy!!!!
Lalalala
Im sooo happy
come on, rejoice and join in the puppy love...
Huggle some doggos.....
damn i wish i didn't run out of the fun sleeping pills. i could go for some fun. 
work, meh. i'm fucking blah today. i washed my car, its looks the fucking same and i sweated my shit off. sweated my shit off for like a half hour after i was finished, and i'm like fuck. i like this commercial where it's like pac man...
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work, meh. i'm fucking blah today. i washed my car, its looks the fucking same and i sweated my shit off. sweated my shit off for like a half hour after i was finished, and i'm like fuck. i like this commercial where it's like pac man...
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bleeder:
Haha! Glad to see you having a good time. Im listening to 'Radiohead' and chillin'.
johnnyfive:
instead of sleeping pills try valarian root!!! it's stinky but it works!!!
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stacie:
it's been close to 100 degrees out here lately.. ugh!
soma__:
omg sooo cute! are those little stiches?? poor baby!
and i ache for you.
ella_1:
i know you werent but people get funny after doggie attacks....
johnnyfive:
take two doses of johnnyfive and call me in the morning!
i've got such a horrid headache.
i've had such a fucked day.
Sammy got bitten today by a german shepard. he had to get staples in his belly. the owners are going to pay for it but he won't even lay down. i don't know what i can do for him. how is he going to sleep if he can't even lay down.
he got...
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i've had such a fucked day.
Sammy got bitten today by a german shepard. he had to get staples in his belly. the owners are going to pay for it but he won't even lay down. i don't know what i can do for him. how is he going to sleep if he can't even lay down.
he got...
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chezui23:
aw sammy will be okay. that german sheppard should have been under more control.
you should make him a bed full of soft pillows to lay down in.
you should make him a bed full of soft pillows to lay down in.
ella_1:
Awww.
Poor sammy.
But not all german sheperds are mean. My dog sophie (R.I.P) was terrified of chiuauas, anything really. And she was really really paranoid. It was funny...
But yeah poor sammy
Poor sammy.
But not all german sheperds are mean. My dog sophie (R.I.P) was terrified of chiuauas, anything really. And she was really really paranoid. It was funny...
But yeah poor sammy
i want to get all dolled up for mindless. i want to get some rings for me lip and maybe get a skirt of some sort.
i want to write Jimmy another letter that he probably won't read. i'm ever so warm today. it's fucking horrid out, like 80. so i hide until the sun goes down a bit. then i will creep out of...
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i want to write Jimmy another letter that he probably won't read. i'm ever so warm today. it's fucking horrid out, like 80. so i hide until the sun goes down a bit. then i will creep out of...
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roethke:
You are my official favorite person for the day for using the word "radding"
chezui23:
i wanna see some pics of your black hair.
im getting my hair cut tonight by my friends gay brother. it should be innaresting. i've been looking far too much like some weird 70's throwback type character lately so its time for a change. my hair is at the length where its just the bottom of my ears, which means it curves out like i have wings. i would post a picture but its FAR too embarrassing!
i even have the development of a curly mullet towards the back. its shame all round i tells ya.
plus my hair is REAL thick... and some of them are turning grey
ha maybe i should just dye it grey and get it over with.
anyway i've decided im going to get it majorly thinned out, and cut a bit. i will then dye it black myself and maybe start using some product in it to make me a bit more slick or some such.
yeah?
yeah.
im getting my hair cut tonight by my friends gay brother. it should be innaresting. i've been looking far too much like some weird 70's throwback type character lately so its time for a change. my hair is at the length where its just the bottom of my ears, which means it curves out like i have wings. i would post a picture but its FAR too embarrassing!
i even have the development of a curly mullet towards the back. its shame all round i tells ya.
plus my hair is REAL thick... and some of them are turning grey
ha maybe i should just dye it grey and get it over with.
anyway i've decided im going to get it majorly thinned out, and cut a bit. i will then dye it black myself and maybe start using some product in it to make me a bit more slick or some such.
yeah?
yeah.
You're jokin', you're jokin'
I can't belive my eyes
You're jokin' me, you gotta be
This can't be the right guy-
He's ancient, he's ugly
I don't know which is worse...
I might just split a seam now if i don't die laughing first.
I can't belive my eyes
You're jokin' me, you gotta be
This can't be the right guy-
He's ancient, he's ugly
I don't know which is worse...
I might just split a seam now if i don't die laughing first.
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ella_1:
all i have to say is..... 
soma__:
nightmare??
you need to slap that boy.
im not going to say what i usually do beacsue by now you know what it is...
But its a magical cure.....
cheer up