I decided to fling myself into the fire.
I gave my notice to the property manager at the apartment office yesterday. My roommate is moving and I can't afford this place on my own. After 2 roommates I now know that with the bedrooms next to each other, this place is not meant for roommates.
I have less than a month to figure something out.
And I'm freaking. I know that I cannot work my 2 part-time jobs AND handle school full time. I'm going to have to look into loans to pay my damn loan. (Car) this sucks. I just know me and I know that I can't handle Calculus, Physics and C++ in the same semester and work 30 hours with my perfectionist issues. I want A's. I need A's. It's freakish.
I need to learn to relax, and I would during hits small break I had in classes, but I don't know where I'm going to live and how.
Stability, how nice. Knowing you can survive. Short-term.
I found This place
Which is where I listed My place
So I think I'll go and check it out. He said I can bring my cat that meows "bless you" when someone sneezes and can tell the difference between a real sneeze and a fake one. I just got him out of the vet hospital. ($600). A couple of friends helped me pay for him.
God, (I'm agnostic and talking to you, yes I realize this), I really hope I'm doing the right thing here. Quitting a good paying but shitty job to go back to school is proving to be extremely trying. All scholarships and grants are set up for high school seniors and people whose last years taxes didn't say so many digits but that has nothing to do with what I'm bringing in now.
The system is not set up for people working backwards. I guess if I'm going to go against the current, I should expect some resistance.
I gave my notice to the property manager at the apartment office yesterday. My roommate is moving and I can't afford this place on my own. After 2 roommates I now know that with the bedrooms next to each other, this place is not meant for roommates.
I have less than a month to figure something out.
And I'm freaking. I know that I cannot work my 2 part-time jobs AND handle school full time. I'm going to have to look into loans to pay my damn loan. (Car) this sucks. I just know me and I know that I can't handle Calculus, Physics and C++ in the same semester and work 30 hours with my perfectionist issues. I want A's. I need A's. It's freakish.
I need to learn to relax, and I would during hits small break I had in classes, but I don't know where I'm going to live and how.
Stability, how nice. Knowing you can survive. Short-term.
I found This place
Which is where I listed My place
So I think I'll go and check it out. He said I can bring my cat that meows "bless you" when someone sneezes and can tell the difference between a real sneeze and a fake one. I just got him out of the vet hospital. ($600). A couple of friends helped me pay for him.
God, (I'm agnostic and talking to you, yes I realize this), I really hope I'm doing the right thing here. Quitting a good paying but shitty job to go back to school is proving to be extremely trying. All scholarships and grants are set up for high school seniors and people whose last years taxes didn't say so many digits but that has nothing to do with what I'm bringing in now.
The system is not set up for people working backwards. I guess if I'm going to go against the current, I should expect some resistance.
The system is not set up for people working backwards. I guess if I'm going to go against the current, I should expect some resistance.
Gah... I completely understand. I'm still wondering if I can pull off grad school.
Hope you get everything sorted out. It's too bad, I actually knew someone at University of Michigan who might have made a good roommate, but she just left for a China a couple of days ago.
More later!