Wow, Quinne's set.
That's worthy of an update.
Lots of same shit different day type stuff. I don't update much because a lot of what I want to write is being peeped at over my shoulder. Total loss of privacy even though I didn't really are who the fuch read my entries before. Makes you take freedom of speech seriously.
Q: Which freedom would you...
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That's worthy of an update.
Lots of same shit different day type stuff. I don't update much because a lot of what I want to write is being peeped at over my shoulder. Total loss of privacy even though I didn't really are who the fuch read my entries before. Makes you take freedom of speech seriously.
Q: Which freedom would you...
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Why does it seem I have soooo many books to read when before the Holidays I had not a one.
Now I have:
The Hobbit
Lord of The Rings
The Power of Intention: Learning to Co-Create your world your way
List Yourself
And now I want:
Blink
And I want it soon because the author is coming to my town soon for a book signing...
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Now I have:
The Hobbit
Lord of The Rings
The Power of Intention: Learning to Co-Create your world your way
List Yourself
And now I want:
Blink
And I want it soon because the author is coming to my town soon for a book signing...
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swirlie:
watch the movies.
kundalini:
If you'd like to know more about the effects of tsunamis in the history of civilization i'd recommend Underworld by Graham Hancock. I know you already have a shit-load to read, and I defintely would read the Tolkien if I were you (He's my fave for about 50 different reasons.) I read a lot. If you ever want suggestions for reading material, good poetry, or anything like that, let me know...

wtf:
Other Stuff
wtf:
to make you laugh
Tuesday I had to endure my second round of all day neuropsychological testing. It seems to take me some time to recover from these. At least it was only one day this time but the bad part is this was being requested by the defendant's lawyer. Even steven and all.
If it werent for dog sitting and physical therapy I wouldn't have left the house....
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If it werent for dog sitting and physical therapy I wouldn't have left the house....
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deathhippie:
I think I swallowed a rhino more then a frog. The feeling of my nuts comming out through my nose might explain it a bit better..
Test are lame. Whats up with those answers? shouldn't it just be, False, sorta, True? Mostly true? Very true? WTF, what happened to yes that happend.
I don't believe the fuck didn't stop. People like that make me soooo fucking mad. Some deuche ran a stop sign and smashed the hell out of my car took off.. I still swear that if I see them I will bring the holy wrath down upon them. Don't care if I go to jail. Sometimes, its worth it.
Good luck with the lawsuit and those silly tests.. Don't let the lawyers crawl into your head to much.. They are the root of evil after all.
Test are lame. Whats up with those answers? shouldn't it just be, False, sorta, True? Mostly true? Very true? WTF, what happened to yes that happend.
I don't believe the fuck didn't stop. People like that make me soooo fucking mad. Some deuche ran a stop sign and smashed the hell out of my car took off.. I still swear that if I see them I will bring the holy wrath down upon them. Don't care if I go to jail. Sometimes, its worth it.
Good luck with the lawsuit and those silly tests.. Don't let the lawyers crawl into your head to much.. They are the root of evil after all.
tortor:
Oh my god, I can't believe you went through that. I know this is a dumb questions because it's not as if you're contacting us from beyond the grave, but were you okay? Wow, I feel so bad for you.

Mmmmmm key lime pie. The weather really sucks. Cedar Pointe is cancelled. Maybe the next weekend. Have to clean up. Rented "The Butterfly Effect". I highly recommend it. It's a head trip. Okay this is old. All four word sentences.
I'm am so outta here.
better
I'm am so outta here.
better
deathhippie:
Mouthwatering is good in all senses that it can be used in. Nothing quite like having someone bite down just hard enough, or pull your hair just hard enough... I used to fight it.. then I realized,mmm good, its good to feel good..
ahah so this is REALLY out there. I haven't slept in 2 days. So I am going to go now before I say other very odd thigs.
bubye n' stuf.
ahah so this is REALLY out there. I haven't slept in 2 days. So I am going to go now before I say other very odd thigs.
bubye n' stuf.
deathhippie:
You bring up good points. I suppose its just the fear of adding new scars onto my heart. I never let it stop me before, why let it interfere now.
long live happiness, good sex, and vodka.. Or are those the same things?
once upon a midnight dreary
sat a boy who was weak and weary
in his mind he thought he must
because his body cried for lust
in his soul he knew he shouldn't
perhaps in reality he just couldn't
but he ponders the forks in the road
and looks back at the seeds he sowd
one is short and a promise for fun
one is long but has just begun
he can't decide which one take
once he starts there is no break
is there a path from one to the other
that does not involve fucking someone over?
long live happiness, good sex, and vodka.. Or are those the same things?
once upon a midnight dreary
sat a boy who was weak and weary
in his mind he thought he must
because his body cried for lust
in his soul he knew he shouldn't
perhaps in reality he just couldn't
but he ponders the forks in the road
and looks back at the seeds he sowd
one is short and a promise for fun
one is long but has just begun
he can't decide which one take
once he starts there is no break
is there a path from one to the other
that does not involve fucking someone over?
Ummm... yeah.. what do you call it when you just want to escape from reality?
This is sooo my quote for the day! Where is skip? FF or rewind?
The moon is one, but on agitated water it produces many reflections.
Similarly ultimate reality is one, yet it appears to be many in a mind agitated by thoughts.
-Maharamayana
I never would have smashed my...
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This is sooo my quote for the day! Where is skip? FF or rewind?
The moon is one, but on agitated water it produces many reflections.
Similarly ultimate reality is one, yet it appears to be many in a mind agitated by thoughts.
-Maharamayana
I never would have smashed my...
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anissa:
No crushes are safe.
And I crush so easy.
Crushes on real people are worst cause then you run the risk of being all twitchy and creepy.
Especially with the cute girl at the video store.
And I crush so easy.
Crushes on real people are worst cause then you run the risk of being all twitchy and creepy.
Especially with the cute girl at the video store.
tryphyna:
looking at your "favorite books" made me think back to the days when i worked part-time at a barnes & noble...
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dumb-ass diddles would come in and ask, in front of their kids, "where's the non-fiction section?"
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i'd stare for a moment, then ask "what kind of non-fiction are you looking for?"
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blank stare from the customer..."well, whatever is NOT fiction." said like i was the total idiot.
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hmm...i'd kinda roll my eyes around, thinking "where do these fking morons COME from?!" but i'd point to the fiction section and say "well, that is the fiction section. anything other than that is pretty much non-fiction. were you interested in biographies? cookbooks? computer stuff? art?"
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in a totally snotty reply, "i don't know! my kid has to do a book report using a non-fiction book. where do i look for that?!"
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of course the kid had no idea what to think or say, because they were so USED to this kind of dumb-ass-ness.
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many times i'd have to get my manager because the customer would become so outraged that i wasn't helping them at all.
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i weep for the children of this country, who are supposed to be our future. what will we do when they are taking care of us? we will all die miserable, lonely deaths...
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EDUCATE THE CHILDREN! kill the parents.
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dumb-ass diddles would come in and ask, in front of their kids, "where's the non-fiction section?"
<br>
i'd stare for a moment, then ask "what kind of non-fiction are you looking for?"
<br>
blank stare from the customer..."well, whatever is NOT fiction." said like i was the total idiot.
<br>
hmm...i'd kinda roll my eyes around, thinking "where do these fking morons COME from?!" but i'd point to the fiction section and say "well, that is the fiction section. anything other than that is pretty much non-fiction. were you interested in biographies? cookbooks? computer stuff? art?"
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in a totally snotty reply, "i don't know! my kid has to do a book report using a non-fiction book. where do i look for that?!"
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of course the kid had no idea what to think or say, because they were so USED to this kind of dumb-ass-ness.
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many times i'd have to get my manager because the customer would become so outraged that i wasn't helping them at all.
<br>
i weep for the children of this country, who are supposed to be our future. what will we do when they are taking care of us? we will all die miserable, lonely deaths...
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EDUCATE THE CHILDREN! kill the parents.

Alright.....
What's the BEST way to ditch someone when you no longer want to talk to them? Should you spare their feelings? Tell them how you REALLY feel? Maybe just stop answering the phone? change your number..... nah too much of a pain in the ass.... Arrgghhhh!!!
All ideas appreciated!!!!
What's the BEST way to ditch someone when you no longer want to talk to them? Should you spare their feelings? Tell them how you REALLY feel? Maybe just stop answering the phone? change your number..... nah too much of a pain in the ass.... Arrgghhhh!!!

All ideas appreciated!!!!

tryphyna:
you really need to just tell them you no longer want to talk to them. if it's because of something that can be fixed, let them know so they have the opportunity to work on it...even if you still don't want to talk to them.
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it's more difficult if that person happens to be kind of a part of your circle of friends...or whatever. make sure to be up front with your friends about the situation - just no trash talking! that will make everyone just not like you anymore.
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it's more difficult if that person happens to be kind of a part of your circle of friends...or whatever. make sure to be up front with your friends about the situation - just no trash talking! that will make everyone just not like you anymore.
WOoOOWOOOO F-ing Hooooo
incubus (nky-bs, ng-)
n. pl. incubuses or incubi (-b)
1.An evil spirit supposed to descend upon and have sexual intercourse with women as they sleep.
2.A nightmare.
3.An oppressive or nightmarish burden.
So not true!!!
Concert time again!
Should be fun...off to wash the ride and then myself! What to wear? I wish I was going alone really. Sometimes you can have...
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incubus (nky-bs, ng-)
n. pl. incubuses or incubi (-b)
1.An evil spirit supposed to descend upon and have sexual intercourse with women as they sleep.
2.A nightmare.
3.An oppressive or nightmarish burden.
So not true!!!
Concert time again!


Should be fun...off to wash the ride and then myself! What to wear? I wish I was going alone really. Sometimes you can have...
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You can't change the outside hoping to improve the inside. You defintely have to start from within. Funny how long it's taken me to figure the simplest shit out.
And here I was accusing him of not listening!!! Neither was I!To myself! I would have listened to him but he wouldn't talk... and all of my talking in frustration with no communication was usually in...
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And here I was accusing him of not listening!!! Neither was I!To myself! I would have listened to him but he wouldn't talk... and all of my talking in frustration with no communication was usually in...
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codemonkeym:
"Hell is other people." - Sarte, Huis clos
I recommend reading more Bertrand Russell.
I recommend reading more Bertrand Russell.

wtf:
Indeed! I plan to. As much as I can fill me head. As SOON as I get back from my sanity sabbatical.
I love the fact that there are no coincidences in life and one little thing can lead to so many others if you are open to see the signs. I will miss my access to a computer but it will give me something to look forward to when I get back. How are you feeling? Better?


When I was a kid, EVERYBODY had a quonset.
ok, dammit.. I'm looking this up.
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Nope. not canadian at all. WWII thing, engineered near Quonset, Rhode Island.
http://www.uh.edu/engines/epi1278.htm
that pic in my journal, the big metal shack thing. That's the Quonset.
Are you back?