wsoxfan

I can't believe what's happening to me. In the afterglow of last Saturday night at paddles with my Goddess, Lyrical, my relationship with the new woman in my life, Mae-Ann, has accelerated beyond belief. Our feelings for each other has reached a point where we have declared our love for each other.

We have found something in each other that neither of us could have expected at this point in our lives. Mae-Ann loves and accepts me unconditionally, flaws and all. I feel the same about her. I never thought I would ever feel this way about any other woman after the passing of my wife. We are truly soul mates.

Of course, nothing is ever perfect in life. I came to realize that any sexual interraction could never be completely fulfilling without the element of BDSM. This presented a potential problem for me, since this type of lifestyle could be looked down upon, misunderstood or even considered perverted. There was no denying that I'm a devoted sexual submissive, not just a casual participant. I was facing quite a scary decision. In fairness to Mae-Ann, I needed to reveal my need for sexual submission. On the other hand, I was terrified that as to how she would take this kind of news.

My Goddess suggested that I should reveal at least some of my needs as a sexual submissive. She's always given me great advice, and as I've said many times in this forum and elsewhere that She is responsible for my life turning around so dramatically in a totally positive way over the past year.

I decided to take a huge risk and reveal some things about my BDSM needs and desires. Mae-Ann listened intently. I looked in her eyes as I spoke and just knew I had made the right decision. She told me that she didn't know very much if anything about what I was saying, but wanted to learn more. She didn't judge me. She asked me to guide her as to what I needed from her in order to derive the pleasure that I wanted and needed. Unbelievable. I have truly found someone that loves and cares for me unconditionally. I'm overwhelmed with emotion and love for this one of a kind woman. I will do my best to guide her at her own pace into my world , which I know from the over a year I've spent with my Goddess, is an integral part of my life. Words cannot express my happiness right now.

As with everything else wonderful that's happened to me over the past year, my Goddess has once again helped me beyond imagination to improve my life. I've spoken many times about how amazing She has been. How much She has meant to me. How grateful I am that She's in my life. Those things have never been truer than they are now. It doesn't matter that I'm 60 years old and She is not yet 24. The fact is that She is without a doubt my mentor. Truly amazing.